yeah, life is the survival of the fittest, i have never doubted that. but who is allowed to judge that you are fit or unfit? no one can judge that except for GOD. even as yourself, you are unworthy of such a task. you do not have the priviledge to call anyone unfit even though they don't fall under your "fit" version of a person. it's one thing for people to believe that you are unfit, but when you, yourself, start to doubt that wether you are fit or unfit. then i must warn you that you are already tooo close to the edge. are you feeling hollow? i mean, life only comes by around once, there is no such thing as reincarnation. i know, that not many people will be like me, so very suicidal, but for a fact, those thoughts are on the minds of everyone even if it is only once in a lifetime. there is no time to be calling yourself unfit. as i've said before, look at this, you cannot be unfit, because if you were unfit, you would not have a mission. as a creation of GOD, there is a mission, GOD gave us each and everyone a mission that is why he created us. what makes you fit or unfit is whether or not you want to accept this mission or not. "meen kung mo hun fuk ga" if you even bother to understand. there is nothing good in unwillingness.

hm, i must say that there are people that don't carry scars. i mean, this person isn't just a plain man. there are those that are physical wounds that may have been too badly injured to heal, or there is the emotional type. having a scar is holding a grudge. in other words, it's just my opinion. a grudge is symply bitter feelings toward misfortunes and bad incidences that have happened in our life. basically, all humans have this bitter feeling, but not towards all emotional wounds. one, there's a little something that is called moving on. moving on simply is the accepting the fact that you got hurt, and understanding why you did. with this understanding, you try and may achieve to becoming a better you. yeah, change, i hate that word now, but it is sumthing that happens every day. scars don't run your life, they shouldn't. there is a reason for everything. there is a time for everything. GOD does nothing to purposely hurt you. he has promised that he would never put us under any circumstance that he knows that we could not stand under. therefore, he knows that we will have scars, but, as humans, he gave us the choice upon how to deal upon the scars that have formed. shall we leave these wounds to remain open and let it get infected, or shall we let it heal under proper nourture and such?