you know, if you are not remembered, then you never exsisted. i disagree with this statement sooo bad. GOD remembers each and everyone one of you. that means therefore you have always exsisted. and will always exsist. even before you were made in your mother's womb, GOD already had everything planned out for you. yeah, i must bring GOD into this picture when it comes to my arguing points when it comes to this. there is no other way to to make you see the light unless i bring it out and share the ever flickering candle. just because you are not remembered as a physical form, it does not mean that you have never exsisted. everyone is like the man who walks on the beach leaving a set of footprints. but eventually, the tides comes in and washes the footprints away. the point is, no matter how many sets of footprints that you leave, they will eventually over time be gone. not everyone man can be a beetoven or a mozart. not everyone could be an alexander bell or a newton. that was their purpose in life, and that's what GOD set as their mission. just because you can't leave a mark the way you want do does not mean that you do not exsist. just because you can't touch the hearts of the ones you know, it does not mean that you haven't touched the heart of someone you don't know. i know you understand me, because you always do, even when i'm bsing crap.

we cannot become the devil. we never were the devil, we never will be. unless we let the devil to run our lives, we will never be him. plus, even if we allowed him to run our life, he can only run our life, but you know, GOD is still always in control. human actions can be cruel, but that's because the hearts of man have become more and more corrupted. the phrase is over exaggerating. humans are cruel, but they will always have a conscience. HUMANS WILL ALWAYS HAVE A CONSCIENCE, unless they let the devil to consume every part of their living form and control their soul. we are the image of GOD. GOD is love, and therefore, we will always be that image of love. the world can only hinder and harden our hearts so that our "lueng sum" becaomes weaker. yes, weaker, not stronger. becoming more unsensitive is not a positive thing. tears are not a sign of weakness, but rather a sign of strength. one must understand the power of tears. as a child, tears are something that a child didn't understand, but as growing up, there are more things that become more apparent and understandable. we will never be the devil, the devil can only ever want to control us, but being under control is not the same as being someone.

the future is something to see. if you see no future, then you will work for nothing at all. But simply, GOD gave us hopes and dreams of the future. just because our future is unclear to us, it does not mean that we do not have a future. maybe your future is to die of some noble cause, but that's your mission, that's your future. the future is the next second in front of us. the future is what we are uncertain of, but sure that it exsists. a second to GOD is like a million years for us. therefore, how can we be certain that there is no future? your future is already planned, and saying that we create it, it's only being somewhat athiest if you ask me. you are not athiest and you know that GOD has already planned your life, then why are you bothering to write that that's how you live? i don't understand and i don't need to understand, but my insight is what i see and i can only help you if you allow me to help you, but most of all, you must allow GOD to help you if you want to stop thinking of such things or whatever you are thinking