sanity and insanity. what is the difference? sighs sighs. i am confused.

hm...maturity and immaturity. hm. some people say i'm young, and some people say i'm old. args. some people say that i look one way and others say i look another. args args. it's weird. people say i talk like i'm 20 year old. hm....do i? is it because i have too many philosophies? hm. whack. so darnded whacked. sighs sighs.

i don't want to fall into this trap. i want to be happy. i don't want to think to muchie. but as stress builds up, i become more and more in pain with all of it. sighs sighs. one day i'll be gone and i will be missed, even for a short while, it's not worth it. i'm sleeping now...l8a l8a