sighs......i need a job...what job do i want??? do i really care??? prolly not. will i get one? no, i have no motivation for it. args.....WHERE the hell are you? args. i'm frustrated. and i'm completely angered now. sighs. but in y anger, i still feel calm. this feeling feels sooo weird. sighs sighs. there's no one to talk to.....and my parents would just lecture me about being more christian if i told them what was on my mind. sighs. i just want to leave the way i feel.

i'm human and all i want to do is run away........

where's my courage?

where is everyone?