i don't actually know if i still have anything to write about la. there's just too mucha dn way to lil on my mind all at the same time. but then again....that's how i am all the time. hm. church split up again....args...third division....what the heck is happening? sighs. so velly cold.....so velly hot,.....so velly frozen and boiling. hm. hm;.....i suppose i am sick.....constantly sick i suppose....meh.,...nothing i can do about it.....args...so velly tired.....

hm.....did you like kill bill?? so velly velly cold in my basement. hm...... i suppose it's like the heart of many people that i know. they've let their heart grow cold and let it become numb to everything that goes on around in their lives. nothing i can do...nothing they can do for themselves either....it must be something GOD does for you. hm....wow....so velly cold. but still typing so fast.....meh like typing. hm....need to learn to write my japanese quicker...hm....i should buy a japanese dictionary and a spanish one....

if you want to succeed in anytyhing you do....you mut work hard.....very hard.....you only fail when you give up....