no one can bare the site of my tears. no one understands why i cry. no one understand why i can't handle stress. i will die.....can i pray for it to be soon? no one reads my thoughts...no one cares......so why should i bother to even post my thoughts? it's no longer like helping me cope with my problems....it only makes me realize how troubled a person i really am.....someone give me sleeping pills...please.....it's not like people will come to my funeral......it's not like they'd actually waste their time....and if they do....they're just wasting it going to a dead person's last memory....not like they can remember you. morbid? well too bad...from here on end......my thoughts get more morbid by the second.....