yes, i hate living. i just wanna die! args. i hate my mother, i hate my father, i hate my sister, i hate my friends, i hate me! args!!!! basically saying....i hate GOD. args. if i can hate all that he's given me, then there is nothing to look forward to. args. why am i such a failure in life? why am i not able to complete sucessfully anything that i do? why does everything i touch fall into dust before my very eyese? why?!?! why?!?!? why?!?!? why am i so miserable? do i yell at everyone i know? what the hell is wrong with me?!?!? is my presence not enjoyed by n e one i know? am i a horrible person? am i selfish? am i jealous? an my greedy? am i a theif? am i a rapist? am i criminal? what have i done so wrong that everything i do now is now just errors on top of errors? WHAT?!?!? what?!?!? WHAT?!?!?