sighs.......do i have an issue with being indepenant? sighs sighs...args....i can't spell...and i don't care...sighs sighs.....can't wait till skool is over.....maybe then i could be happy. sighs sighs....why am i falling deeper and deeper into depression? why can't i lift my spirits up? sighs sighs......why is all that i want to do is cry? why can't i stand up for myself? why can't i talk back knowing that i had viable reasoning for what i did. why do i seem like such a miserable person? sighs sighs. am i really all that lazy? sighs sighs. did i really not try? sighs sighs....