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feeling ultimately crummy today for some weird odd reason. sighs sighs. args args. val's phone call didn't like cheer me up at all. args args.

for some reason....on a sheet, it has my writing on it.....which has three names on it. janice yu, iris yu, and hannah yu. hm. yeah, i know exactly who they are. i once knew where they lived. they are all sisters. blah. but they have no clue who i am. so i shouldn't even bother to say hey to them. blah.

feeling sick. rought with the feeling of going downhill and lonely. args args. it's 3:30......daddy should be coming home in about exactly egh like 40 mins.......sighs sighs. but me and my daddy never end up doing n e thing n e ways. blah. feeling crappy. feeling lonely. even though yesterday was spent with jean ann and pat......i still feel lonely. args args.

nothing changes the fact that i am lonely constantly. nothing changes the fact that well....no matter who i have in my life i always feel this way eventually. blah. emotions brought by someone's fever. oh wellz. it's not their fault. it just sooo happens that after our brief phone convo i feel like shit. blah!