just feling a bit tired. keke^^:D:P feeling kinda sick too. well planning to meet up with bri one of these days. if like val wants to come........i'll ask her.....but so far......she hasn't even talked to me like a full convo because her mommy's home. and it quite pisses me off though. but i love her mommy, so i shouldn't be hating n e bit. blah. all my friends wake up soooo darnded late.
well bri is off today with his sister to rick hansen to do registration i think. so i'll have no one to talk to for a while......plus.....he's trying to get off of msn. so basically, i won't be talking to him for quite some time. and most likely, if he wanted to talk to me on msn, i'll prolly not be on line. so it's sooo sad. sighs sighs. oh wellz. if he really wants to talk....he'd call; he always does. keke^^:D:P yupz yupz.
my thumb's joint is like totally swollen now. args args. and it hurts really really badly now. blah. it is totally killing me, but oh wellz, there's nothing i can do.
think i'll be going to the gym later on today. i like going to the gym in the morning before lunch, it's just sooo fun. keke^^:D:P there are people there, but not enough people to bug me when i'm doing cardio or lifting weights. meh. i've been eating less now, and doing more exercise....but yet i still gain weight.....why?!?! args. i will not resort to what my sister does to loose weight. i just think it's not healthy. blah. from like 120 sumthing......she dropped to like 108! holy crap. she like didn't eat.....and when she did eat....it ould be like bird sized. args args. and then when she thought she ate tooo muchie....she'd just like go and regurgitate what she ate. args args. sooo foul. and she totally denies that that's what she does. blah. as a sister.....i know because i've always been sneaky. you can't do sneaky things behind my back without me knowing ga la. well maybe once or twice because i trust people tooo easily, but hey......why be sooo uptight over everything right? well that's not the point. she used to go to the downstairs washroom to do all this, but after i told her that i can hear what she does, she goes to the upstairs one. blah. and she always locks the door. never once after meals has she not locked the door. blah. there are always other ways in without forced entry in my house. sooo seeetupid. plus....since the walls are sooo thin, i can practially hear what she is doing in my room n e ways. what a numb nut. args args.
plus i say......moodiness like runs in my family. my mommy has always been one that gets pissed off and then happy, then sad and then happy very quickly. but now, after she has like hit menopause and such, she's even moodier. sighs sighs. knowing that i would prolly end up being like my mother, it's kinda scary. i just hope i don't bicker, yell and scream at my kids as often as she does with daddy and i (because sister is off to uni). then my sister, well she's even moodier than my mommy. halfly i say it's her boyfriend's fault. args args. her fault inflicted to reasons of her own because of her bf. args. i sometimes really ahte my sister, cause she always ruins my good mod. she can turn from happy to pissed of in instants....but her foul mood takes days on end to cure. the only time i've seeen her happy for the whole day or weekened was when her bf was home. args args. she loves her bf more than she even loves her own family! args args. she gives him the respect to be happy when she's around him, but she's all mean and crap when it's only the family. what the hell? sighs sighs.
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