hm.....what makes my ex such an evil guy? i don't now....he's always treated me well. he's never treated me less than a friend. maybe that's it. because even when i was going out with him, he never treated me like anything more? but that's not true. for a while....he really did care. i'm confused. sooo confused.

i don't get it. i mean everyone's had their moments of doing sumthing stupid. args args. does that give people the right to say he's a certain way? sighs sighs. no matter how much i say you can't get me to shut up unless you kill me, i know i have no heart to put people in prison. sighs sighs.

don't understand. how can someone with such a good heart become sooo evil and corrupted? sighs sighs. is he still the corrupted person that i hope i never meet?

hm.....need to do sumthing on the 12th....wonder if my parents are doing n e thing for me. hm.

can't continue to do this to myself.....sleep soo late and wake up soo late....gotsta stop doing this to myself.....but meh....honestly can't sleep n e more...

really wanna ask if willy is going to utm or not. jean told me no.....because she heard it from someone else's mouth....but the last time willy told me yes......

it's times like these that my heart is confused. but i know i no longer like him. i just miss having a bf. i have totally figured out these emotions towards him. keke^^ a great achievement for me...

but yet sometimes i'm still confused because he is nice to me. but meh...it was him who asked for my hand in friendship.....not me to him. so in a sense...he kinda hast to be nice to me.