sometimes i would just like to stay in this state of bliss for a long long itme. i don't feel much...but what i do feel i know that i am happy. keke^^ such a great feel. if stuffed animals would be sleepy....i wonder if mine would be now?

keke^^

yeah....i still sleep with teddy bears. and yes....i still have my seeepecial blanky okay? keke^^ i'm still a little girl. i can't sleep without my blanky nor my bear.....well not necessarily, i just say it so that i have something to hug at night. but the true fact is that i don't need a bear, i could just hug a pillow. i don't need a special blanky, i just need a blanket to sniff something. yeah. i've got sensitive senses when i was born. but now....i don't see very well....my hands have been burnt one too many times that hot water doesn't pain my hands n e more.....my sense of taste is being deminished because my sense of smell is going down. my hearing is the only part of me that is intact. and i love it. my ears can listen to loud things, and still hear very very faint soft things. it's great. but it's a gift from GOD.

ouchie....my mouth is bleedin.......args....sneezed and because my gums are all swollen i bit my cheek really really hard and well yeah....now bleeding. it taste like metal. eww.....hate this bloddy taste. i wonder if the person you love has sweeter blood than you do....hm. weird. funny. meh.....just curious. it's like the saying goes...what isn't yours always seems sweeter when you have it. but meh....

need to buy the new jay chou cd!!! but i doubt it's great....because my fave is still fantasy plus.....

so meh no noe. blah...keke^^