i don't know....but i'm kinda disappointed.....have no idea why though. meh.

what day is today? is today the 9th? keke^^ meh.....

well hoping to do something on thursday. don't want to be stuck in the house the whole week. most definately going to the gym tom. i'll take a shower tonight so i sweat tom and won't feel like i have totally dry skin taking a shower. keke^^ well i don't know. but i think i'm in love.

no, not the romantic love, but the sensation and joy of how i used to be.

i've began to like someone that i know i shouldn't like. sighs......but i can't help it. and there is no one that has liked me. i mean....i think it's because i allow myself to get involved too deeply about people. when i head into any type of relationship i go head first. i dive, not measuring if the water would be safe and deep enough to dive. but i have no idea. that's just me......have the experience before?