well....one of these days.....

sighs.....do i really not live in fear or is it just an image i hide behind....

sighs sighs.

i just can't understand why people want to avoid every place that "those people" could be. just because they haven't said that they'd rape me doesn't mean that they won't. just because they said it doesn't mean that they'd do it. so what's the point of being in fear all of your life? args. if you crash into them....you have defenses too. sighs sighs. if you live in fear your whole life, then you may as well not live at all. honestly. people only see it their way and they never want to listen to the words that come out of my mouth. i mean...there are alot of vile things that come out of my mouth so i understand if people odn't want to listen to me.

i also know that i say alot of trash alot. i make alot of annoying "sabby" sounds. i know i laugh really loud and i sneeze really funny. i really do understand if people won't listen to me.....so yeah....