iunno

iunno....just feel stupid i suppose. highschool drama seems sooo trivial.

coming from a friend....."sabina.... trust me, u can be annoying sometimes (im being honest) cuz ur really loud and everything, but dont doubt urself... ur actually pretty smart and wise, like i agree with alot of the same stuff u do."

i'm feeling like shit....and that's all you haveta fucking say?!?!? i'm fucking annoying?!?!? who the fuck do you think you are to me?!?! it's okay for you to be fucking loud and everything....but when i'm happy about something i can't be loud and happy about it?!?!? who the FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?!?!?!?! yeah....said to me by a friend i know as natalie cargill......args....i know she was being honest.....but i don't need to fucking read that! by just saying that....she's just saying i'm rather unwanted and i shouldn't be happy about things. sighs.

sighs...... feeling more and more bad for myself......

all i'm doing is crying now....i'm like having a complete break down.....

i'm going to go take a shower now......