upset

sighs sighs. i mean, i'm kinda happy, but i'm more plainly upset. sighs sighs. see, once again, there are only a few that i would literally tell what's wrong with me to. and if i'm not telling you, it's not that i don't care, i just think that i shouldn't worry you.

there are sooo many people who are willing to listen to my problems. yeah, and all those people, i'm pretty sure would really....and if i asked....they would honestly cross their heart and say yes, not lying of course, but a very truthful yes....because i know they love me and i love them.

sighs sighs......crying my eyes out. yeah.....my eyes are sooo dry. args args. my sister said she'd give me her cell phone if i like got 80's on my up coming test......sighs. i know it won't happen. especially now that i know that my first test was sooo horrible. i did every question on the test. i knew how to do every question. why couldn't i do it?!

lost all urges to talk to people. i really just don't feel like talking to n e one. for now...i'm really going to go to my room, and wait for myself to get drowned by books. i feel sooo ultimately stupid! sighs sighs.