stupidity

well i don't know......

i've come to the findings that life is not worth living for. but, the only reason we live is because we are not made for human purposes, because if we were to follow the aims of most humans, we would simply leave no mark of our exsistence, or rather even less than we do now.

i find that there is nothing worth following among humans. nothing of man is admirable. all qualities that were supposed to be qualities of great character are twisted so that humans view it as something undesireable. i ask, what kind of society do we live in??? all things that were supposed to be logical and easy to comprehend turn into lies and troubles?!? sighs.....mankind is deteriorating at such a quick pace. args args.

sighs....i think my judgement is becoming clouded. i just don't see things sooo clearly n e more. sighs sighs.

i'm just sooo scared.....of what??? i can't tell you.....i just fear that somethings about to happen.....and i have chills running through my entire body, or maybe it's cause i'm in the basement?!?!?