firstly, we must consider their confidence (verses 16, 17)
a) do you understand the magnitude of this statement? do you understand what could have happened?
for example
1) it would be like one of use being taken to the top of the CN tower and told you would be thrown down if you didn't worship some other god. well, now really think....what would you do in that situation? wouldn't you loose almost all your own confidence and just do what you were told?
2) another example, what if someone held you at gunpoint and said to you "bow before my god or i will blow your head off! well you know, this isn't unrealistic, it has happened. so what would you have done? would you have confidence in your own choices and decision? would you be confident?
3) last example/thought; do you really believe that GOD could super vent the natural lawas to protect you? well in all honesty, who do you think GOD is? remember, if you have GOD on your side, who are you to fear? maybe the consequences of your decision may have negetive outcomes on earth, what about in heaven? so know that GOD is an all powerful GOD, would you still have confidence? why wouldn't you if GOD is with you?
b)When I read this story, I can't help but ask the question, "How confident am I in my Lord?" seriously. thinking about it. Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego were really confident and because of this, they were confident that GOD would do whatever he knew was the best. Confidence, trust and relationship fall with all of this. We all know what the Lord is capable of. If you trust HIM, if you are confident in HIM, you will have a stronger relationship with HIM.
c) let's face it folks! We don't have the confidence level in Christ that we need.
1) When we have a little trouble in our lives....what is our instinct? It's to WHINE!!! yes...the big 5 letter word that can cause super annoyance
2) but altogether, maybe i should speak for MYSELF. who will be willing to admit that they are a WHINER?!?!? come'on, just admit it, we all are; one way or the other. (you know, we should all just join the whiner's club, no no, not WINE...WHINE with the five letters. ) for instance, how many of you, the first thing you do when your faith is tested is whine? that's my first instinct, and i admit it. it may not be right, but Di do this.
3) it is too easy for me to forget what GOD can do. I often feel like the person who said, "I belive, Lord, but help my unblief." At many times, i know what is right, and what is best and what i should do, but due to my uncertainty, it takes too much strength and effort to do what i know i should. i try, and i fail. why? because i lack confidence and my disbelief conquers over me.
4) every once in awhile GOD does something in my life to remind me that he really is GOD! But most of the time, He does what HE does DESPITE my unbelief. Whether or not i belief and make the right decision, everything still happens. time doesn't just stop. he reassures me that HE is still there. Even though i know this, it's a feeling that comes back and is refreshing.
Monday, February 28, 2005
Sunday, February 27, 2005
Faith in the furnace (Daniel Chapter 3) [part I]
i do not know if i was allowed to do this. i kinda stole pastor tuck's sermon notes for a sermon for February 13, 2005. but i thought it was good, and i wanted to share it.
This story is about three men of faith. Daniel Chapter 1 describes them as being "young men"; they were probably between 15 and 20 years of age. They were intelligent lads who came from stable, noble Jewish homes.
Their names? We know them as Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego. Actually, their true names were Hannaniah which means "the Lords shows grace", Mishael, meaning "Who is like God" and Azariah, "The Lord helps".
They, along with many other fine, Jewish children, were kidnapped by the conquering Babylonians, renamed with pagan names (names reflecting pagan gods), and taken to Babylon to conquer a nation was to assimilate it, to remove its identity through its children. However, what the Babylonians did not count on was a faith that was able to permeat cultural differences, yet still remain strong and intact. Hanniah, Mishael and Azariah were taken from their homes at very young ages, isolated from their people and trained in the ways of an entirely different world-- but they remained faithful to the One and True God.
The King of Babylon, Nebuchadnezzar, in his prime, was the most powerful man on earth. However, he was extremely superstitious and very temperamental. To pay homage to his personal god of choice, we are told that Nebuchadnezzar erected a ninety foot statue (that's as tall as an eight story building). He then pronounced an edict that when his musicians played, everyone would be summoned to worship this idol. To "motivate" people into obedience, the stimpulation was added that anyone refusing to bow before the colossal icon would be incinerated in the furnaces.
Now, think about it... three powerless youths, trapped in a hostile, foreign territory were being confronted and threatened with a horrible, fiery death unless they performed the simple act of bowing to a statue. What would you have done? These three boys could have rationalized it all, by saying "We know this is just a pile of rock and metal it isn't a real god, so how is bowing to it to be such a bad thing?" they could have reasoned, "We'll do this to save our lives;l after all, what good are we to God's cause if we are dead?"
But that's not what they did. Instead, after repeated warnings and threates, they decided NOT to bend the knee to false gods. They decided to take a stand.
WHAT FAITH!!! WHAT SPIRITUAL FORTITUDE!!!! WHAT....GUTS!!!!
How did these young men find the faith to take such a stand? I want us to consider three things that helped their faith to remain strong. These three things will help us today to have a strength that stands up in times of chaos, crisis and confusion.
This story is about three men of faith. Daniel Chapter 1 describes them as being "young men"; they were probably between 15 and 20 years of age. They were intelligent lads who came from stable, noble Jewish homes.
Their names? We know them as Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego. Actually, their true names were Hannaniah which means "the Lords shows grace", Mishael, meaning "Who is like God" and Azariah, "The Lord helps".
They, along with many other fine, Jewish children, were kidnapped by the conquering Babylonians, renamed with pagan names (names reflecting pagan gods), and taken to Babylon to conquer a nation was to assimilate it, to remove its identity through its children. However, what the Babylonians did not count on was a faith that was able to permeat cultural differences, yet still remain strong and intact. Hanniah, Mishael and Azariah were taken from their homes at very young ages, isolated from their people and trained in the ways of an entirely different world-- but they remained faithful to the One and True God.
The King of Babylon, Nebuchadnezzar, in his prime, was the most powerful man on earth. However, he was extremely superstitious and very temperamental. To pay homage to his personal god of choice, we are told that Nebuchadnezzar erected a ninety foot statue (that's as tall as an eight story building). He then pronounced an edict that when his musicians played, everyone would be summoned to worship this idol. To "motivate" people into obedience, the stimpulation was added that anyone refusing to bow before the colossal icon would be incinerated in the furnaces.
Now, think about it... three powerless youths, trapped in a hostile, foreign territory were being confronted and threatened with a horrible, fiery death unless they performed the simple act of bowing to a statue. What would you have done? These three boys could have rationalized it all, by saying "We know this is just a pile of rock and metal it isn't a real god, so how is bowing to it to be such a bad thing?" they could have reasoned, "We'll do this to save our lives;l after all, what good are we to God's cause if we are dead?"
But that's not what they did. Instead, after repeated warnings and threates, they decided NOT to bend the knee to false gods. They decided to take a stand.
WHAT FAITH!!! WHAT SPIRITUAL FORTITUDE!!!! WHAT....GUTS!!!!
How did these young men find the faith to take such a stand? I want us to consider three things that helped their faith to remain strong. These three things will help us today to have a strength that stands up in times of chaos, crisis and confusion.
Friday, February 25, 2005
answers
here you go people.....i think about 4 days is good enough time. muhaha. here are the answers!!!
1)jennifer lopez- still
2)daniel bedingfield- if you're not the one
3)m2m-pretty boy
4)utada hikaru- close to you
5)michelle branch- desparately
6)michelle branch- one of these days
7)Destiny's Child- brown eyes
8)Stacie orrico- star of my story
9)usher- if i want to
10)jojo- leave (get out)
11)ashanti-freedom
12)avril lavign- my happy ending
13)beyonce- crazy in love
14)black eye peas-let's get retarded/ it started
15)britney spears-every time
16)chingy- i do
17)Ciara- goodies
18)sweetbox- cinderella
19)coldplay- the scientist
20)eve 6- good lives
21)sweetbox- everything's gonna be alright
22)Eva Cassidy- fields of gold
23)Chingy- balla baby
24)Rick Price- heaven knows
25)Phillips, Craig and Dean- let my words be few
1)jennifer lopez- still
2)daniel bedingfield- if you're not the one
3)m2m-pretty boy
4)utada hikaru- close to you
5)michelle branch- desparately
6)michelle branch- one of these days
7)Destiny's Child- brown eyes
8)Stacie orrico- star of my story
9)usher- if i want to
10)jojo- leave (get out)
11)ashanti-freedom
12)avril lavign- my happy ending
13)beyonce- crazy in love
14)black eye peas-let's get retarded/ it started
15)britney spears-every time
16)chingy- i do
17)Ciara- goodies
18)sweetbox- cinderella
19)coldplay- the scientist
20)eve 6- good lives
21)sweetbox- everything's gonna be alright
22)Eva Cassidy- fields of gold
23)Chingy- balla baby
24)Rick Price- heaven knows
25)Phillips, Craig and Dean- let my words be few
a guessing game...
muhahaha....sabby's copying everyone else because it seems like a fun game....
but it's rather difficult for me, since most of my songs are egh...what? chines....that or simply just music....so ?!?! muhahahah...so yeah, guess i'll just pick from my english playlist then... but, i ain't sure if you'd really be able to guess my songs...so yeah....yes, easier for you since some of these ain't just one liners....
here is what to do
1. On your current playlist hit shuffle and pick the first twenty-five songs on the list (no matter how cheesy or embarrassing).
2. Write down a line of the song. try to avoid putting the song title in the line.
3. Have your friends comment and see if they know the songs. (NO CHEATING! i.e. No looking up on google etc.)
4. When someone guesses correctly, strike out or bold the line and name the smart alec who guessed it.
1)"All of the good times we had together(together), Do they mean somethin to you?"
2)"I never know what the future brings, But I know you are here with me now."
3)"I used to write your name And put it in a frame."
4)"So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold And starlight in your eyes of blue."
5)"I keep giving in, but I should know better."
6)"I tried being honest, But that lead me nowhere."
7)"We had butterflies, although we tried to hide it."
8)"You are the light. Yes, I know that You do it for me That makes me shine."
9)"U cop an attitude like you're too good for me."
10)"Tell me why you're looking so confused, When I'm the one who didn't know the truth." ~jo~
11)"And it's gonna hurt for you to see, But it ain't your fault just let it be."
12)"Don't leave me hanging In a city so dead." ~jo~
13)"Such a funny thing for me to try to explain, How I'm feeling and my pride is the one to blame." ~jo~
14)"Obstacles are inefficient, follow your intuition, free your inner soul and break away from tradition." ~jo~
15)"And everytime I see you in my dreams. I see your face, you're haunting me." ~jo~
16)"I role wit nuttin but ballas with 26's with them chrome rims."
17)"Just because you drive a Benz, I'm not goin home with you."
18)"I've kissed so many frogs but I never found a prince."
19)"Nobody said it was easy, No one ever said it would be this hard." ~MARI~
20)"I know my role is to be a confusion"
21)"You're a fighter so fight."
22)"I never made promises lightly,and there have been some that i have broken."
23)"Them chicks love the diamonds that I get from Rob Jewels"
24)"Maybe my love will come back some day"
25)"The simplest of all love songs, I want to bring to You."
good luck and have funXD
but it's rather difficult for me, since most of my songs are egh...what? chines....that or simply just music....so ?!?! muhahahah...so yeah, guess i'll just pick from my english playlist then... but, i ain't sure if you'd really be able to guess my songs...so yeah....yes, easier for you since some of these ain't just one liners....
here is what to do
1. On your current playlist hit shuffle and pick the first twenty-five songs on the list (no matter how cheesy or embarrassing).
2. Write down a line of the song. try to avoid putting the song title in the line.
3. Have your friends comment and see if they know the songs. (NO CHEATING! i.e. No looking up on google etc.)
4. When someone guesses correctly, strike out or bold the line and name the smart alec who guessed it.
1)"All of the good times we had together(together), Do they mean somethin to you?"
2)"I never know what the future brings, But I know you are here with me now."
3)"I used to write your name And put it in a frame."
4)"So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold And starlight in your eyes of blue."
5)"I keep giving in, but I should know better."
6)"I tried being honest, But that lead me nowhere."
7)"We had butterflies, although we tried to hide it."
8)"You are the light. Yes, I know that You do it for me That makes me shine."
9)"U cop an attitude like you're too good for me."
11)"And it's gonna hurt for you to see, But it ain't your fault just let it be."
16)"I role wit nuttin but ballas with 26's with them chrome rims."
17)"Just because you drive a Benz, I'm not goin home with you."
18)"I've kissed so many frogs but I never found a prince."
20)"I know my role is to be a confusion"
21)"You're a fighter so fight."
22)"I never made promises lightly,and there have been some that i have broken."
23)"Them chicks love the diamonds that I get from Rob Jewels"
24)"Maybe my love will come back some day"
25)"The simplest of all love songs, I want to bring to You."
good luck and have funXD
dominant intelligence
don't know if it's true or not....but.....
Your Dominant Intelligence is Bodily-Kinesthetic Intelligence |
 You are naturally athletic and coordinated, good at making your mind and body work together. Sports are fun and easy for you, especially those requiring good hand - eye coordination. There's also a good chance you're a great dancer, or good at expressing yourself through body language. You learn best by doing, and you feel like you've always got to be moving (even if it's just your hands). You would make a good athlete, physical education teacher, dancer, actor, firefighter, or artisan. |
romanceXPXPXP
You Are A Romantic Realist |
You are more romantic than 30% of the population.  You tend to be grounded when it comes to romance. Sure, you can fall hard... but only for someone you've gotten to know. And once you're in love, you can be a total romantic goofball... But you'd never admit it to your friends! |
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
muhahaha
egh? how can all three of my names be the same person, but have three totally different results?!?!? muhahah.....
3rd person 3rd party
there's nothing like being the third person just watching as a full event unfolds. i mean....there is never such a feeling especially when you are upset and you are looking at all the good things or bad things that are happening in one's life.
there is two reactions in my case n e ways. i sit and laugh.....and see all the good things to be happy about.....or.....i sit and laugh and complain about why my life is the way i didn't want it to turn out to be. but either way.....laughing helps make a bad situation feel better. maybe it's just me....but that's cause i don't react like alot of people.
being a hird person is like a person stading outside of a glass house and staring at everything that happen on the inside. i suppose i've always wanted to be like that person that just looks and observes and takes those people's experiences as my own...but at the same time, i've never wanted to be alone staring at everything.
it's weird how i react to situations. most times, it's not even rational....even though..most times....i really try to think rationally and logically. but sometimes, i just don't do that. what can i say? i'm human...but that's still no excuse....
love, joy, peace, patience, kindess, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self control. Those are the fruits of the spirit. the most important of these is love.
there is two reactions in my case n e ways. i sit and laugh.....and see all the good things to be happy about.....or.....i sit and laugh and complain about why my life is the way i didn't want it to turn out to be. but either way.....laughing helps make a bad situation feel better. maybe it's just me....but that's cause i don't react like alot of people.
being a hird person is like a person stading outside of a glass house and staring at everything that happen on the inside. i suppose i've always wanted to be like that person that just looks and observes and takes those people's experiences as my own...but at the same time, i've never wanted to be alone staring at everything.
it's weird how i react to situations. most times, it's not even rational....even though..most times....i really try to think rationally and logically. but sometimes, i just don't do that. what can i say? i'm human...but that's still no excuse....
love, joy, peace, patience, kindess, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self control. Those are the fruits of the spirit. the most important of these is love.
stalkers=.=
wow...random people that become so infatuated with other people's life that they don't even noe. can anyone say creepy?!?!? ah!!!! scarrrrrrrry!!!!
tired tired...gonna sleep soon
tired tired...gonna sleep soon
shopping
muhahahah. let's just say today was a stupid day at school. if mr. rennie was not being a mr. rennie, and i didn't haveta do a stupid lab in foods...then i wouldn't have gone to school at all. but you know what?!?!? had no choice...muhahahaha.
so okie....went to school...could have went to english class, but i was really not feeling up to another work period....so i didn't even bother to show up for the class. oh man, i really don't like our principle, thankfully, i should be going to uni. muhahaha. i should be....but i don't know yet. muhahaha.
yes...then after a whole day of school, i went shopping with jo and val. oh, so no bren...so it's a trio and not a quartet....but that's alrights. all good. muhahaha. yes....nice furry shirt...nice and very soft...muhahahah.
hm....jo needed patches....hm...patches....lovely wonderful patches....muhahah...how fun....window shopping on my behalf on the most part. i mean, i did have money, didn't even use a single penny. self control.
muhahaha.
need to buy more candies...need more people to eat them for me=.=
sighs sighs.....
so okie....went to school...could have went to english class, but i was really not feeling up to another work period....so i didn't even bother to show up for the class. oh man, i really don't like our principle, thankfully, i should be going to uni. muhahaha. i should be....but i don't know yet. muhahaha.
yes...then after a whole day of school, i went shopping with jo and val. oh, so no bren...so it's a trio and not a quartet....but that's alrights. all good. muhahaha. yes....nice furry shirt...nice and very soft...muhahahah.
hm....jo needed patches....hm...patches....lovely wonderful patches....muhahah...how fun....window shopping on my behalf on the most part. i mean, i did have money, didn't even use a single penny. self control.
muhahaha.
need to buy more candies...need more people to eat them for me=.=
sighs sighs.....
Monday, February 21, 2005
keke^^:D:P
wow....it's rather funny really. i've been listening to this one song non-stop...and normally, but like after listening to the song 15 times....i'm completely sick of the song because i've been listening to it for at least a good 1/2 hour. but....i am just sooo in love with this song.....i can't believe i forgot about it until it just suddenly the guy of the song appeared on tv. weird aye?
yes...daniel bedingfield....oh my.....most of those songs...romance and blah blah...but i don't know...there's something about this song that soothes me. it calms me down. it keeps me happy and seeing that there's more in the world....even though the song isn't about having love and whatnot.....but....i just don't know....don't know why i enjoy this song sooo muchie.
maybe i'm a geek like that, but i just can't help it. wow....2 days or was it three days without a single entry in any of my blogs? wow, that's kinda....admirable from me. muhahaha. kinda funnay.
there's something soothing and calming in unhappy songs with a beat. just don't know what it is, it just is...plus...my first fave song is k-ci and jojo all my life....so wow.....i'm weird.
just don't know.....i'm weird like that...trying to work on my attitude towards my parents. they think i talk with alot of attitude, because well, i do....i take everything while i'm on-gaurd. i suppose it's a defense mechanism....but well...that's not very fun now is it? muhaha....
and i pray, that you're the one i build my home with.....came from no where...no no, not for n e body in particular....just the part of the song that i was playing when i finished sinically laughing....muhahah. l8a l8a..
oh yeah....feeling like i wanna run up to people and give them all hugs....but then again.....i don't like hugs...weird...=.= oh wellz...XPXP
yes...daniel bedingfield....oh my.....most of those songs...romance and blah blah...but i don't know...there's something about this song that soothes me. it calms me down. it keeps me happy and seeing that there's more in the world....even though the song isn't about having love and whatnot.....but....i just don't know....don't know why i enjoy this song sooo muchie.
maybe i'm a geek like that, but i just can't help it. wow....2 days or was it three days without a single entry in any of my blogs? wow, that's kinda....admirable from me. muhahaha. kinda funnay.
there's something soothing and calming in unhappy songs with a beat. just don't know what it is, it just is...plus...my first fave song is k-ci and jojo all my life....so wow.....i'm weird.
just don't know.....i'm weird like that...trying to work on my attitude towards my parents. they think i talk with alot of attitude, because well, i do....i take everything while i'm on-gaurd. i suppose it's a defense mechanism....but well...that's not very fun now is it? muhaha....
and i pray, that you're the one i build my home with.....came from no where...no no, not for n e body in particular....just the part of the song that i was playing when i finished sinically laughing....muhahah. l8a l8a..
oh yeah....feeling like i wanna run up to people and give them all hugs....but then again.....i don't like hugs...weird...=.= oh wellz...XPXP
Friday, February 18, 2005
muhahah
i'm BACK!!!!
going shopping with parents is wonderful...
but then again...that's cause i like to go shopping in discount isles....yes....discount and sales....muhahaha....sometimes its great to be average.....muhahah.....wearing kids clothesXPXP yupz yupz...
AH!!!! bought a new pair of prescriptions...omgoodness!!!! ahhh!!!! ah!!!!....i now have sunglasses with them....holy crap....ah.....i love these new frames and lenses...ah!!!! yupz yupz....
so let's count....
glasses, pair of shoes, pair of pants, egh...n e thing else? nopes...but all worth it....oh yeah.....dixie outlet mall, didn't pay one tax....can't remember if it was gst or pst...just didn't pay one type of tax...and well...that brightened my day...yeah yeah...
20$ shoes....muhahah...fireflies or sumthing like that????^o)all good....they are yellow, white gray and silver....muhahah!!!! SILVER!!!!!
wow....sooo hypa?!?!?!
feeel seeeepecial:P:P:P:P
going shopping with parents is wonderful...
but then again...that's cause i like to go shopping in discount isles....yes....discount and sales....muhahaha....sometimes its great to be average.....muhahah.....wearing kids clothesXPXP yupz yupz...
AH!!!! bought a new pair of prescriptions...omgoodness!!!! ahhh!!!! ah!!!!....i now have sunglasses with them....holy crap....ah.....i love these new frames and lenses...ah!!!! yupz yupz....
so let's count....
glasses, pair of shoes, pair of pants, egh...n e thing else? nopes...but all worth it....oh yeah.....dixie outlet mall, didn't pay one tax....can't remember if it was gst or pst...just didn't pay one type of tax...and well...that brightened my day...yeah yeah...
20$ shoes....muhahah...fireflies or sumthing like that????^o)all good....they are yellow, white gray and silver....muhahah!!!! SILVER!!!!!
wow....sooo hypa?!?!?!
feeel seeeepecial:P:P:P:P
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
impossible
i don't know....think tooo muchie...
wow...people doubt my mando skills. but it was uncle jack.....thought that i couldn'tunderstand him...but it dun matter...because i can. it's all good. if an adult doubts my abilities, that's alrights....but if someone my age that knows me and questions my abilities even though knowing me what i would consider very well...i'll get a tad mad...and when a person totally misinterprets me even though i though they knew me well....i'll be very mad. and after all that...i'll question was the whole thing worth it...maybe if someone that knew me well can misunderstand me so horribly...then maybe it wasn't worth it.
maybe the loss is just something i feel and not what you feel.
i can't take back my words...and what you think i meant was not what i meant.
i don't know why you are so far away, but i know that somehow, i'll get through it.
...I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand....
but that is just first instanct..and the second...face it no matter how it feels. and i am choose thing latter.
wow...people doubt my mando skills. but it was uncle jack.....thought that i couldn'tunderstand him...but it dun matter...because i can. it's all good. if an adult doubts my abilities, that's alrights....but if someone my age that knows me and questions my abilities even though knowing me what i would consider very well...i'll get a tad mad...and when a person totally misinterprets me even though i though they knew me well....i'll be very mad. and after all that...i'll question was the whole thing worth it...maybe if someone that knew me well can misunderstand me so horribly...then maybe it wasn't worth it.
maybe the loss is just something i feel and not what you feel.
i can't take back my words...and what you think i meant was not what i meant.
i don't know why you are so far away, but i know that somehow, i'll get through it.
...I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand....
but that is just first instanct..and the second...face it no matter how it feels. and i am choose thing latter.
a sense of loss
does it feel like you've lossed something? or is it just me feeling it?
meh....
sighs sighs...
meh....
sighs sighs...
Monday, February 14, 2005
Sunday, February 13, 2005
if you're not the one
*can't believe that i didn't post this song ever before, i love this song, and besides k-ci and jojo all my life, this is most definately one of my number one songs!!!!*
If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I
If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I
Take Your Sweet Time
It isnt a crime to want
A little space to breathe
But you will be fine
The sun again will shine on you
Whatever you do
[Chorus]
Take your sweet, sweet time
I will be here when you change your mind
Take your sweet, sweet time
I will be here for you baby
Anytime
Im feeling you pull away
'cause letting go isnt easy for me
But you'll never fly
With someone elses wings, I know
Wherever you go
[Repeat Chorus]
I will never stand in your way
Wherever your heart may lead you
I will love you the same
And I will be your comfort every day
Do you hear the words I say?
[Repeat Chorus]
A little space to breathe
But you will be fine
The sun again will shine on you
Whatever you do
[Chorus]
Take your sweet, sweet time
I will be here when you change your mind
Take your sweet, sweet time
I will be here for you baby
Anytime
Im feeling you pull away
'cause letting go isnt easy for me
But you'll never fly
With someone elses wings, I know
Wherever you go
[Repeat Chorus]
I will never stand in your way
Wherever your heart may lead you
I will love you the same
And I will be your comfort every day
Do you hear the words I say?
[Repeat Chorus]
Don't You
Oh I say thinking about you always
And I don't
Want it to be different
By the way
Liking it where im standing
And I wont move unless you force me to
Everyday something about you changes
It's a show
Living for the moment
If I may
I wanna be there to see you but I know
You're keeping me here for fun
Wo-hoo
Don't you leave me
Wo-hoo
I will never let you go
Wo-hoo
Don't you leave me
Don't you go
You're a dream
Floating around in nowhere let me sleep
Thinking about your face the way it seems
Im swiming around your ocean
Im in deep
BABY DON'T WAKE ME UP
Wo-hoo
Don't you leave me
Wo-hoo
I will never let you go
Wo-hoo
Don't you leave me
Don't you go
Im not afraid
Babay cant push me over
Oh I say
Gonna keep on trying
Got it made
Im thinking about you always
Aint no way
You are walking out on me
And I don't
Want it to be different
By the way
Liking it where im standing
And I wont move unless you force me to
Everyday something about you changes
It's a show
Living for the moment
If I may
I wanna be there to see you but I know
You're keeping me here for fun
Wo-hoo
Don't you leave me
Wo-hoo
I will never let you go
Wo-hoo
Don't you leave me
Don't you go
You're a dream
Floating around in nowhere let me sleep
Thinking about your face the way it seems
Im swiming around your ocean
Im in deep
BABY DON'T WAKE ME UP
Wo-hoo
Don't you leave me
Wo-hoo
I will never let you go
Wo-hoo
Don't you leave me
Don't you go
Im not afraid
Babay cant push me over
Oh I say
Gonna keep on trying
Got it made
Im thinking about you always
Aint no way
You are walking out on me
predictable
Something isn't right,
I can feel it again, feel it again.
This isn't the first time,
That you left me waiting.
Sad excuses and false hopes high,
I saw this coming, still I don't know why,
I let you in.
I knew it all along,
You're so predictable.
I knew something would go wrong,
So you don't have to call,
Or say anything at all.
You're so predictable.
So take your empty words, Your broken promises,
And all the time you stole,
'Cause I am done with it,
I could give it away,
I'm doing everything I should of,
Now I'm making a change,
Living the day,
I'm giving back what you gave me
I knew it all along,
You're so predictable.
I knew something would go wrong,
So you don't have to call,
Or say anything at all.
You're so predictable.
Now everywhere I go,
Everyone I meet,
Every time I try to fall in love,
They all want to know why I'm so broken.
Why I'm so cold, why I'm so hard inside.
Why am I scared?
What am I afraid of?
I don't even know, this story's never had an end.
I've been waiting,
I've been searching,
I've been hoping,
I've been dreaming you would come back,
But I know the ending of this story.
And you're never coming back,
Never...
I knew it all along,
You're so predictable.
I knew something would go wrong... (So predictable...)
Everywhere I go for the rest of my life,
Everyone I love, (So predictable...)
Everyone I care about,
They're all gonna want to know what's wrong with me. (So predictable...)
And I know what it is, What it is is right now
I can feel it again, feel it again.
This isn't the first time,
That you left me waiting.
Sad excuses and false hopes high,
I saw this coming, still I don't know why,
I let you in.
I knew it all along,
You're so predictable.
I knew something would go wrong,
So you don't have to call,
Or say anything at all.
You're so predictable.
So take your empty words, Your broken promises,
And all the time you stole,
'Cause I am done with it,
I could give it away,
I'm doing everything I should of,
Now I'm making a change,
Living the day,
I'm giving back what you gave me
I knew it all along,
You're so predictable.
I knew something would go wrong,
So you don't have to call,
Or say anything at all.
You're so predictable.
Now everywhere I go,
Everyone I meet,
Every time I try to fall in love,
They all want to know why I'm so broken.
Why I'm so cold, why I'm so hard inside.
Why am I scared?
What am I afraid of?
I don't even know, this story's never had an end.
I've been waiting,
I've been searching,
I've been hoping,
I've been dreaming you would come back,
But I know the ending of this story.
And you're never coming back,
Never...
I knew it all along,
You're so predictable.
I knew something would go wrong... (So predictable...)
Everywhere I go for the rest of my life,
Everyone I love, (So predictable...)
Everyone I care about,
They're all gonna want to know what's wrong with me. (So predictable...)
And I know what it is, What it is is right now
yum yum
oh oh....daddy making sucha yummy din din....but.....i have no appetite to eat...so i suppose i'll only eat a tiny tiny bit if at all n e. since i had sucha huge din din. so yeah. boooo
hm....watching the hall of shame on cbc news...keke^^:D:P all these frauds....=.=
why why why? *tisk tisk tisk*
muhahahah
hm....watching the hall of shame on cbc news...keke^^:D:P all these frauds....=.=
why why why? *tisk tisk tisk*
muhahahah
do you think this'll really work?
muhahaha, it did for me!!!!
This is freaky
DO NOT CHEAT
(You'll kick yourself later) I was a little skeptical trying this, but if you follow the instructions to and you'll be surprised!!!!
All of my answers were accurate. We'll see tomorrow if the wish comes true. I'll let you know. Take 3 minutes and try this...it will freak you out! The person who sent it to me said her wish came true 10 minutes after they read the BUT NO CHEATING! This game has a funny/spooky outcome.
Don't read ahead...just do it in order! It takes about three minutes...it's worth a try :)
First..get a pen and paper. When you actually choose names, make sure it's people you actually know and go with your first instinct.
Scroll down one line at a time .....and don't read ahead or you'll ruin it!
1. First, write the numbers 1 through 11 in a
column.
2. Beside numbers 1 and 2, write down any
two numbers you want.
3. Beside the 3 and 7, write down the names of
members of the opposite sex
NO LOOKING AHEAD...OR IT WON"T TURN OUT RIGHT!
4. Write anyone's name like friends in the 4th, 5th, and 6th spots.
5. Write down four song titles in 8,9,10, and 11.
GO WITH YOUR INSTINCT PEOPLE!!!!
6. Finally, make a wish.
And now the key for the game.....
7. You must tell (the number in space 2) about this game.
8. The person in space 3 is the one that you love.
9. The person in 7 is one you like but can't work out.
10. You care most about the person you put in 4.
11. The person you name in number 5 is the one who knows you very well.
12. The person you name in 6 is your lucky star.
13. The song in 8 is the song that matches with the person in number 3.
14. The title in 9 is the song for the person in 7
15. The tenth space is the song that tells you most about YOUR mind.
16. and 11 is the song telling you how you feel about life
This is freaky
DO NOT CHEAT
(You'll kick yourself later) I was a little skeptical trying this, but if you follow the instructions to and you'll be surprised!!!!
All of my answers were accurate. We'll see tomorrow if the wish comes true. I'll let you know. Take 3 minutes and try this...it will freak you out! The person who sent it to me said her wish came true 10 minutes after they read the BUT NO CHEATING! This game has a funny/spooky outcome.
Don't read ahead...just do it in order! It takes about three minutes...it's worth a try :)
First..get a pen and paper. When you actually choose names, make sure it's people you actually know and go with your first instinct.
Scroll down one line at a time .....and don't read ahead or you'll ruin it!
1. First, write the numbers 1 through 11 in a
column.
2. Beside numbers 1 and 2, write down any
two numbers you want.
3. Beside the 3 and 7, write down the names of
members of the opposite sex
NO LOOKING AHEAD...OR IT WON"T TURN OUT RIGHT!
4. Write anyone's name like friends in the 4th, 5th, and 6th spots.
5. Write down four song titles in 8,9,10, and 11.
GO WITH YOUR INSTINCT PEOPLE!!!!
6. Finally, make a wish.
And now the key for the game.....
7. You must tell (the number in space 2) about this game.
8. The person in space 3 is the one that you love.
9. The person in 7 is one you like but can't work out.
10. You care most about the person you put in 4.
11. The person you name in number 5 is the one who knows you very well.
12. The person you name in 6 is your lucky star.
13. The song in 8 is the song that matches with the person in number 3.
14. The title in 9 is the song for the person in 7
15. The tenth space is the song that tells you most about YOUR mind.
16. and 11 is the song telling you how you feel about life
Saturday, February 12, 2005
waterloo
it's the funniest thingy....keke^^:D:P
my mommy outta the blue was like, yo sabina, i think most chances you are most likely to go to waterloo university whether or not you notice it or not.
funniest thing...because if i did get accepted, that is most likely where i'd be going!!! kekek^^:d:P
my mommy outta the blue was like, yo sabina, i think most chances you are most likely to go to waterloo university whether or not you notice it or not.
funniest thing...because if i did get accepted, that is most likely where i'd be going!!! kekek^^:d:P
Friday, February 11, 2005
egh?!?^o)
xiang gang ren you she me de hao?
i don't think i can justify that question with an answer. every person no matter where they are from have the same abilities to hurt, to love, to hate, to cry, to laugh, to smile, to kill, to steal, to cheat.
ke nen wo shi yi ge xiang gang ren....wo bu zhi dao....
yes whatever. eveyrone is different. just because you think a certain type of person is ugly isn't necessarily what the next person thinks. but i don't know. everyone has something good inside them. all differences can always put aside to look at the better side of things. if EVERYONE were to be pessimistic at ALL times, then there wouldn't be n e one left because during adolescence if not adolescence then mid-life crises, everyone would have killed themselves if that was the case.
self- image issues. self-confliction issues. self- portrayal issues. self- goal orientation issues. they'll always be there whenever it involves someone else understanding yourself. it's just not possible for there to no problems when it deals with two different people being together. even people of the same blood line and family have fights and arguments. no, i am not just talking about bf/gf relations, i'm saying strictly speaking in n e type of relationship.
but i dunno. there's nothing i can do about it.
i don't think i can justify that question with an answer. every person no matter where they are from have the same abilities to hurt, to love, to hate, to cry, to laugh, to smile, to kill, to steal, to cheat.
ke nen wo shi yi ge xiang gang ren....wo bu zhi dao....
yes whatever. eveyrone is different. just because you think a certain type of person is ugly isn't necessarily what the next person thinks. but i don't know. everyone has something good inside them. all differences can always put aside to look at the better side of things. if EVERYONE were to be pessimistic at ALL times, then there wouldn't be n e one left because during adolescence if not adolescence then mid-life crises, everyone would have killed themselves if that was the case.
self- image issues. self-confliction issues. self- portrayal issues. self- goal orientation issues. they'll always be there whenever it involves someone else understanding yourself. it's just not possible for there to no problems when it deals with two different people being together. even people of the same blood line and family have fights and arguments. no, i am not just talking about bf/gf relations, i'm saying strictly speaking in n e type of relationship.
but i dunno. there's nothing i can do about it.
finding reality
stolen off of someone else's xanga pagie. wasn't really mine to copy. so i'll just copy and correct grammar than i suppose
All people are living in a deep deep cave. They are living with shadows. They all live with fear. How is it possible that they reach reality? This is how; they need to pass through walls, fire and a very long, rocky, and steep road. Why is it that people don't go for reality? It's because they feel comfortable while they are living in the shadows. Is it possible that anyone will ever reach reality? The answer is YES. How does it looks like? In reality, it is like being at the mouth of the cave; you will find the sun, the most wonderful of gardens and the most magnificant of flying birds.
This is reality. Do you want go there?
well the rest of the person's post i like, but just doesn't apply to my life n e more. it's all philisophical and the stuff that i don't really use n e more because i have no need to think in terms like that n e more. but with this reality being a cave, i just suppose i've never thought of living in reality like that. just something i wanted to share with all of you.
All people are living in a deep deep cave. They are living with shadows. They all live with fear. How is it possible that they reach reality? This is how; they need to pass through walls, fire and a very long, rocky, and steep road. Why is it that people don't go for reality? It's because they feel comfortable while they are living in the shadows. Is it possible that anyone will ever reach reality? The answer is YES. How does it looks like? In reality, it is like being at the mouth of the cave; you will find the sun, the most wonderful of gardens and the most magnificant of flying birds.
This is reality. Do you want go there?
well the rest of the person's post i like, but just doesn't apply to my life n e more. it's all philisophical and the stuff that i don't really use n e more because i have no need to think in terms like that n e more. but with this reality being a cave, i just suppose i've never thought of living in reality like that. just something i wanted to share with all of you.
wowwie
the previous song...sighs sighs....a memory of happier times pops into my mind.
and then looking at the song, thinking about valentine's day....and thinking about everything i am thinking now...the song seems soo appropriate. but i don't like n e one, just the current mood and it really puts me in a happy dreamy mood.
dunno, how could things go soooo wrong but end up feeling like nothing is wrong at all? i don't know....what did i do wrong? i suppose it's a utterly misunderstanding on both sides. but well what can i do? i can't take back the words i said and you heard, because you've already heard them. but you aren't me. you don't know my motive for saying it. you can't jump to conclusions about what i said. well not that you can't, you shouldn't. but then again, what is it that i'm supposed to say so you'd listen to me? i suppose there isn't much of n e thing.
can't help it...
thinking about everything....thinking about all the ways i've "changed". thinking about all the ways that people think i've "changed". and then comparing it...some people really just don't know me n e more. maybe that's totally my fault, but then again a problem starts with one person in the beginning and it always escalates to being more than one person at fault. but that's alrights. i understand how things are now. i understand and i accept because i am unwilling to change the situation.
listened to that pretty boi song for like hours so far.
started crying=.=
but i suppose it's a "happy" crying i suppose. keke^^:D:P
feeling a tad bit hollow....
and then looking at the song, thinking about valentine's day....and thinking about everything i am thinking now...the song seems soo appropriate. but i don't like n e one, just the current mood and it really puts me in a happy dreamy mood.
dunno, how could things go soooo wrong but end up feeling like nothing is wrong at all? i don't know....what did i do wrong? i suppose it's a utterly misunderstanding on both sides. but well what can i do? i can't take back the words i said and you heard, because you've already heard them. but you aren't me. you don't know my motive for saying it. you can't jump to conclusions about what i said. well not that you can't, you shouldn't. but then again, what is it that i'm supposed to say so you'd listen to me? i suppose there isn't much of n e thing.
can't help it...
thinking about everything....thinking about all the ways i've "changed". thinking about all the ways that people think i've "changed". and then comparing it...some people really just don't know me n e more. maybe that's totally my fault, but then again a problem starts with one person in the beginning and it always escalates to being more than one person at fault. but that's alrights. i understand how things are now. i understand and i accept because i am unwilling to change the situation.
listened to that pretty boi song for like hours so far.
started crying=.=
but i suppose it's a "happy" crying i suppose. keke^^:D:P
feeling a tad bit hollow....
Pretty Boi
Verse 1
I lie awake at night
See things in black and white
I've only got you inside my mind
You know you have made me blind
Verse 2
I lie awake and pray
That you will look my way
I have all this longing in my heart
I knew it right from the start
CHORUS
Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you
Verse 3
I used to write your name
And put it in a frame
And sometimes I think I hear you call
Right from my bedroom wall
Verse 4
You stay a little while
And touch me with your smile
And what can I say to make you mine
To reach out for you in time
CHORUS
BRIDGE
Oh pretty boy
Say you love me too
CHORUS
I lie awake at night
See things in black and white
I've only got you inside my mind
You know you have made me blind
Verse 2
I lie awake and pray
That you will look my way
I have all this longing in my heart
I knew it right from the start
CHORUS
Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you
Verse 3
I used to write your name
And put it in a frame
And sometimes I think I hear you call
Right from my bedroom wall
Verse 4
You stay a little while
And touch me with your smile
And what can I say to make you mine
To reach out for you in time
CHORUS
BRIDGE
Oh pretty boy
Say you love me too
CHORUS
Thursday, February 10, 2005
happy and smiles
see....this week....i don't know whether to say it passed by fast or passed by slow. i suppose when i'm at home....time seems to pass by sooo slowly, and time just zooms past at school. i don't know.
school just ain't that important. nor is money. ..but then again...to some that would have me ending up with nothing to live for. so i suppose there isn't n e thing for me to live for, but i'm still living ain't i? keke^^:D:P j/ks j/ks.
and so it goes....some people take my jokes too seriously...or they seriously don't get me on the level i thought they did. oh wellz. it's alrights. so i'm me....i'm human.....and i may make many many mistakes along the way...but what can i do? can't can't go back and fix my mistakes. and sometimes trying to fix it in the present makes it worst for the future.
and so it goes....female bitchiness....and so it is every. wow...how'd i end up with an 81% on the society exam?!?!^o) how the heck was that possible? i left like most of that exam blank....whack...so totally outta the norm. hm....90 percent in diversity...yeah yeah....keke^^:D:P that's just funnay....exam was sooo =.=
keke^^:D:P only ended up getting a 90% overall in the course, but that's a really good mark, so i'm not gonna complain...even though i wanted better, but who doesn't being in that course?^o)
muhaha....wonder if i'll get accepted to uni with my marks...hm....
school just ain't that important. nor is money. ..but then again...to some that would have me ending up with nothing to live for. so i suppose there isn't n e thing for me to live for, but i'm still living ain't i? keke^^:D:P j/ks j/ks.
and so it goes....some people take my jokes too seriously...or they seriously don't get me on the level i thought they did. oh wellz. it's alrights. so i'm me....i'm human.....and i may make many many mistakes along the way...but what can i do? can't can't go back and fix my mistakes. and sometimes trying to fix it in the present makes it worst for the future.
and so it goes....female bitchiness....and so it is every. wow...how'd i end up with an 81% on the society exam?!?!^o) how the heck was that possible? i left like most of that exam blank....whack...so totally outta the norm. hm....90 percent in diversity...yeah yeah....keke^^:D:P that's just funnay....exam was sooo =.=
keke^^:D:P only ended up getting a 90% overall in the course, but that's a really good mark, so i'm not gonna complain...even though i wanted better, but who doesn't being in that course?^o)
muhaha....wonder if i'll get accepted to uni with my marks...hm....
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR
muhahah.....gong xi fa chai does not mean happy new year. args....it's just what people say to each other for prosperity like thing.
keke^^:D:P but whatever....HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!!
muhahaha...gotsta do hmwk now...
keke^^:D:P but whatever....HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!!
muhahaha...gotsta do hmwk now...
oh
man, the quizzies always mess up my formatting. that's funny. oh wellz.
it's all good. i'll just type up some more. hm. tired tired tired. need more sleep. i think i'll sleep at 8 and wake up at 9. muhahah. don't think i'll be late. unless i do sleep in. muhahaha.
needing to go to the gym. but, my mommy doesn't want me to go until i get myself checked out. but i still think i need to go. XPXP
args....gonna go take a nap...l8a l8a
it's all good. i'll just type up some more. hm. tired tired tired. need more sleep. i think i'll sleep at 8 and wake up at 9. muhahah. don't think i'll be late. unless i do sleep in. muhahaha.
needing to go to the gym. but, my mommy doesn't want me to go until i get myself checked out. but i still think i need to go. XPXP
args....gonna go take a nap...l8a l8a
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
chinese new year celebration
so i didn't have a traditional chinese new year celebration. yeah yeah, i know, it's one day early. yeah, that's cause there was a person there that won't be there if we had the celebration tomorrow. so yeah. it was quite fun....so here are the day's events.
i wake up....yeah, electricity had stopped this morning=.=
and since i'm a big rusher when i feel like i need to rush, i totally did=.=
muhahah, guess what this little dorky chickadee did this morning? well in the morning, i obviously wasn't wearing my glasses, and my clock is about 5 feet away from me so i haveta walk, so i couldn't see it. well it said 3:15 on the clock, and being somewhat blind in semi dark light without glasses, i thought it said 8:15. and i freaked....so i brush my teeth, wash my face do all my necessities...get dressed, and jet....and then as i got to school, i see the parking lot is empty=.=.....i didn't even look at the clock in my car=.= i'm such an idiot=.=
but being early is better than being late. i like to be at school a few mintues before everyone arrives, you hear the calmness of a fresh morning start, and then when people start ariving, so do the problems, the stress, and the chit chat and happiness. it's a great feeling. but that's only if you've been there and enjoy that kinda scenario...if not, it will be rather difficult to understand
but n e whoo....lived past a day of school...came home after dropping media at home....and then watched tv, when i should have been doing hmwk. then slept again....holy crap...lately.....meh= super exhausted.....
but whatever...
daddy comes home....he takes a shower and whatnot...and we head out. bought some nectarines for jean and ann's family, and then bought a black forrest mousse cake. hm....it was pretty yum yum yummy. keke^^:D:P
yeah....arrived at their house at 6ish....got din din ready at about 20 before 7 and had din din. keke^^:D:P tooo muchie beef and tofu and fish sticks/balls. keke^^:D:P
after that...watched some of their home videos....i mean....recent videos more like it...keke^^:D:P and then there were the ones filmed today...holy crap.....i made sooo many faces....i never even knew i could do that! or at least that many expressions. keke^^:D:P
wow....i can have a very low voice and a very super squeaky voice=.= wow:O
but most times, i have a mellow voice because i could really care alot less=.=
i wake up....yeah, electricity had stopped this morning=.=
and since i'm a big rusher when i feel like i need to rush, i totally did=.=
muhahah, guess what this little dorky chickadee did this morning? well in the morning, i obviously wasn't wearing my glasses, and my clock is about 5 feet away from me so i haveta walk, so i couldn't see it. well it said 3:15 on the clock, and being somewhat blind in semi dark light without glasses, i thought it said 8:15. and i freaked....so i brush my teeth, wash my face do all my necessities...get dressed, and jet....and then as i got to school, i see the parking lot is empty=.=.....i didn't even look at the clock in my car=.= i'm such an idiot=.=
but being early is better than being late. i like to be at school a few mintues before everyone arrives, you hear the calmness of a fresh morning start, and then when people start ariving, so do the problems, the stress, and the chit chat and happiness. it's a great feeling. but that's only if you've been there and enjoy that kinda scenario...if not, it will be rather difficult to understand
but n e whoo....lived past a day of school...came home after dropping media at home....and then watched tv, when i should have been doing hmwk. then slept again....holy crap...lately.....meh= super exhausted.....
but whatever...
daddy comes home....he takes a shower and whatnot...and we head out. bought some nectarines for jean and ann's family, and then bought a black forrest mousse cake. hm....it was pretty yum yum yummy. keke^^:D:P
yeah....arrived at their house at 6ish....got din din ready at about 20 before 7 and had din din. keke^^:D:P tooo muchie beef and tofu and fish sticks/balls. keke^^:D:P
after that...watched some of their home videos....i mean....recent videos more like it...keke^^:D:P and then there were the ones filmed today...holy crap.....i made sooo many faces....i never even knew i could do that! or at least that many expressions. keke^^:D:P
wow....i can have a very low voice and a very super squeaky voice=.= wow:O
but most times, i have a mellow voice because i could really care alot less=.=
muhahah
and so the new semester thoughts kick in.
and so i start to complain how school's always a bitch, but at least i have some people that i like in each class that will still encourage me whenever i feel like i just won't make it through the rain.
and then there are still those people that i would call the "atrium" people that annoy me soo muchie just because i just can't seem to fit in with them. but it's alrights. all i need to do is sit back and understand, i have no need to fit in and join in. keke^^:D:P
it's what i do best, sit around and try to absorb facts. a new outlook on studying patterns. a new look to life. a new look to a whole new semester. a whole new look as to being chinese. a new perspective, and hopefully a regained strength and energy for the coming up new year.....kinda...since i've never lived my life much by the lunar calendar. meh...
muhahaha.
i am turning 18 i think....but i don't know....
wanted to go to the gym today. but, as it turns out, my mother didn't want me to go because i have been having chest pains, heart racing, (without causing an increase in blood pulse), and an inability to breathe as easily as i did before. args...
ate too much beef today. don't know why, but the only type of meat that i like to eat these days are like fish and beef=.= beef= sooo muchie protien that i may not use. oh wellz. it's only one in a while. most times i eat plain rice with veggies. so it's all good. need to drink more water tonight...."hot pot" is so "hot aired" for you=.=
yeah...kinda feel like i'm having a sore throat because i didn't drink enough fluids...since i hadda finish alot of what was in the pot since well jean and i loaded the pot...keke^^:D:P
oh....i want that video...it's the funniest thing ever...keke^^:D:P
and so i start to complain how school's always a bitch, but at least i have some people that i like in each class that will still encourage me whenever i feel like i just won't make it through the rain.
and then there are still those people that i would call the "atrium" people that annoy me soo muchie just because i just can't seem to fit in with them. but it's alrights. all i need to do is sit back and understand, i have no need to fit in and join in. keke^^:D:P
it's what i do best, sit around and try to absorb facts. a new outlook on studying patterns. a new look to life. a new look to a whole new semester. a whole new look as to being chinese. a new perspective, and hopefully a regained strength and energy for the coming up new year.....kinda...since i've never lived my life much by the lunar calendar. meh...
muhahaha.
i am turning 18 i think....but i don't know....
wanted to go to the gym today. but, as it turns out, my mother didn't want me to go because i have been having chest pains, heart racing, (without causing an increase in blood pulse), and an inability to breathe as easily as i did before. args...
ate too much beef today. don't know why, but the only type of meat that i like to eat these days are like fish and beef=.= beef= sooo muchie protien that i may not use. oh wellz. it's only one in a while. most times i eat plain rice with veggies. so it's all good. need to drink more water tonight...."hot pot" is so "hot aired" for you=.=
yeah...kinda feel like i'm having a sore throat because i didn't drink enough fluids...since i hadda finish alot of what was in the pot since well jean and i loaded the pot...keke^^:D:P
oh....i want that video...it's the funniest thing ever...keke^^:D:P
Monday, February 07, 2005
muhaha
man, people think i should just wait and go to hong kong when beijing is holding the olympics. keke^^:D:P hat's just great and funnay ar!!!
doubt that i'd actually be getting n e tickets or n e thing of that sort. keke^^:D:P
drank tooo muchie water. but whatever.
think i'm gonna have a swollen eye because of drinking sooo muchie water. XDXD
going to jean's tomorrow. yeah yeah. hope her mommy doesn't make tooo muchie food....just veggies...me like her mommy's veggies. keke^^:D:P
me like veggies...but i only eat rice with super salty veggies or meat....but i don't really like super salty veggies because it cuts out the natural sweet taste of the veggies....kekek^^:D:P
yeah yeahXDXD
doubt that i'd actually be getting n e tickets or n e thing of that sort. keke^^:D:P
drank tooo muchie water. but whatever.
think i'm gonna have a swollen eye because of drinking sooo muchie water. XDXD
going to jean's tomorrow. yeah yeah. hope her mommy doesn't make tooo muchie food....just veggies...me like her mommy's veggies. keke^^:D:P
me like veggies...but i only eat rice with super salty veggies or meat....but i don't really like super salty veggies because it cuts out the natural sweet taste of the veggies....kekek^^:D:P
yeah yeahXDXD
more quizzies during csi: miami
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
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placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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Your Heart is Red
What Color is Your Heart?
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You have a twisted soul. You change your
directions and mind easily. Your beauty is you
over powering feature. But many enemies are
surprised by your beauty and your great power
to control wind
Gem Stone: Amethist, Eye
Color:Grey Blue,Hair Color:Grey that
goes to your shoulder Blades
Quote:And if the cloud bursts, thunder
in your ear
You shout and no one seems to hear.
And if the band you're in starts playing different
tunes
I'll see you on the dark side of the moon.
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You are a cat woman. You are independant and very
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You're a very mellow, care-free person. Your
exactly what calm, cool, and collected mean.
You never overreact or panic in a bad situation
and you always know what to do. Everyone goes
to you for advice because you never lose your
head so your very reliable. You tend to take
everything in stride, like in school your moto
is just sit back and relax not to say you dont
pay attention and work, but you dont overexert
yourself. Even though people come to you for
counciling(sp?) you can still be very quiet,
your not good with making new friends, but your
extremely close to the ones you have. Remember
its ok to put your emotions out there even
though there is a chance they might get hurt.
Also in school sometimes its good to stress out
a little, just because you think you dont need
to study doesnt mean you should'nt, and also
try to push yourself more even though you might
be good where you are doesnt mean you can,t be
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Bleeding Heart~
Whats Your Personality(with PICS)
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well now, some of these quizzies are rather very contradictory....but...they all say that i hide my feelings??? or at least most of them n e ways...that's funnay
quiz time...keke^^:D:P
me got bored...what can i say?^o)
Cocktail
?? Which Alcoholic Drink Are You ??
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In your eyes, people see shards of ice
everywhere... You are cold and distant, pushing
away people that love you and truely care for
you! You want to be able to reach out and love
them but... You can't for some reason... You're
just too.... You :P Underneath that cold
exterior lies a warm, happy soul that wants to
let loose and have fun! Your sanctuary would
probably be anywhere up high where you can look
down on life below you, like the roof of an
apartment building... Your eyes resemble a
saddened, crestfallen person seeking out
attention, but doesn't know how to handle it.
However, you do find comfort from your friends,
they're always there for you, and they know the
REAL you :) Even though you do seem rather
cold, you can be very protective over something
you truely believe in or love. Let go of that
"tough" rep and just be you! It's
impossible to live life without some fun and
love ^-^
What Lies Behind Your Eyes? (With Pics, See All Results!)
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^kekek^^:D:P i find the above soo true and soo not all at the same time....soo funnay ar...mukakakakak^^^
~*~Innocent/Childlike~*~
You are beautiful because of the pure, sensitive,
good hearted, unexperienced vibe you give out.
You most likely haven't done much such as sex,
drugs , and alcohol. If you have you were
probably just experimenting out of pure
curiousity. Your curiousness may lead to danger
if you cannot control it! People like to be
around you because of your young personality.
You like to have fun and be happy. You are well
liked by most people but some may find you
slightly immature. Don't let people bring you
down, for you are a wonderful and beautiful
person!
Please Rate or message me! Thank you for taking my
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You're Beautiful...but why? ( PICS)
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You like the ones that understand you.
What kind of guy are you most attracted to? (CUTE anime pics)
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Athena
?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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You are PUNK! U like being around those who are
really close to u. You get depressed most times
but you just wanna live!You have alot of
feelings and thoughts inside that you keep to
yourself! sometimes you dont know who to trust.
You have friends that believe in you and know the
real you, which means the most.
Thanks, please rate
Are you GOTHIC, PREP, PUNK,UNIQUE (girls only)
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congratulations. you are the "you smell like
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always say whats on your mind.
which happy bunny are you?
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LOVING ONE. You need safety in your relationship.
You want to be sure in his/her arms, knowing
that he will protect you and you can be totally
devoted to your other. At this point you are
very vulnerable. You open yourself and dont
even think that he/she could cheat you. You
totally trust your partner in every single way.
SO if you find out that she/he lied to you or
played a game this trust is broken. You may try
to forgive your other but this will be very
difficult.He/She has to be friendly and
trustworthy.
PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
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You can always message me or tell me how I can
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~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
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Cocktail
?? Which Alcoholic Drink Are You ??
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In your eyes, people see shards of ice
everywhere... You are cold and distant, pushing
away people that love you and truely care for
you! You want to be able to reach out and love
them but... You can't for some reason... You're
just too.... You :P Underneath that cold
exterior lies a warm, happy soul that wants to
let loose and have fun! Your sanctuary would
probably be anywhere up high where you can look
down on life below you, like the roof of an
apartment building... Your eyes resemble a
saddened, crestfallen person seeking out
attention, but doesn't know how to handle it.
However, you do find comfort from your friends,
they're always there for you, and they know the
REAL you :) Even though you do seem rather
cold, you can be very protective over something
you truely believe in or love. Let go of that
"tough" rep and just be you! It's
impossible to live life without some fun and
love ^-^
What Lies Behind Your Eyes? (With Pics, See All Results!)
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^kekek^^:D:P i find the above soo true and soo not all at the same time....soo funnay ar...mukakakakak^^^
~*~Innocent/Childlike~*~
You are beautiful because of the pure, sensitive,
good hearted, unexperienced vibe you give out.
You most likely haven't done much such as sex,
drugs , and alcohol. If you have you were
probably just experimenting out of pure
curiousity. Your curiousness may lead to danger
if you cannot control it! People like to be
around you because of your young personality.
You like to have fun and be happy. You are well
liked by most people but some may find you
slightly immature. Don't let people bring you
down, for you are a wonderful and beautiful
person!
Please Rate or message me! Thank you for taking my
quiz! XoXo <3 Lana
You're Beautiful...but why? ( PICS)
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You like the ones that understand you.
What kind of guy are you most attracted to? (CUTE anime pics)
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Athena
?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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You are PUNK! U like being around those who are
really close to u. You get depressed most times
but you just wanna live!You have alot of
feelings and thoughts inside that you keep to
yourself! sometimes you dont know who to trust.
You have friends that believe in you and know the
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Thanks, please rate
Are you GOTHIC, PREP, PUNK,UNIQUE (girls only)
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congratulations. you are the "you smell like
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always say whats on your mind.
which happy bunny are you?
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LOVING ONE. You need safety in your relationship.
You want to be sure in his/her arms, knowing
that he will protect you and you can be totally
devoted to your other. At this point you are
very vulnerable. You open yourself and dont
even think that he/she could cheat you. You
totally trust your partner in every single way.
SO if you find out that she/he lied to you or
played a game this trust is broken. You may try
to forgive your other but this will be very
difficult.He/She has to be friendly and
trustworthy.
PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
quiz, I worked hard on it.
You can always message me or tell me how I can
improve that quiz. Ill sure write back.
~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
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args....
i have chest pains=.= this is sooo abnormal. but, my pulse is normal, but i'm having breathing problems, but my heart feels like it's pumping super fast.
chest pains is sooo not normal....have i said something about chest pains before? =.= ah!!!!!!
chest pains is sooo not normal....have i said something about chest pains before? =.= ah!!!!!!
nepenthes (n-pnth-es) n.
1. A drug mentioned in the Odyssey as a remedy for grief.
2. Something that induces forgetfulness of sorrow or eases pain.
hey....does that sound familiar? muhahaha.....just thought it was interesting that i ended up stopping by on this definition....
how i ended up there is even more a funny thing....muhahaha....just don't ask=.=
muahha
there isn't such a thing....would be nice if there were....but there ain't....so yeah....kekek^^:D:P
1. A drug mentioned in the Odyssey as a remedy for grief.
2. Something that induces forgetfulness of sorrow or eases pain.
hey....does that sound familiar? muhahaha.....just thought it was interesting that i ended up stopping by on this definition....
how i ended up there is even more a funny thing....muhahaha....just don't ask=.=
muahha
there isn't such a thing....would be nice if there were....but there ain't....so yeah....kekek^^:D:P
zhe me le?
what am i supposed to do now?
humility over pride ma?
wo bu zhi dao le....ni ke bu ke yi shou gei wo ting le?
ni dou bu zhi dao wo shou she me. ni shi bu shi wo de pin you ar?
at the present moment, it doesn't seem like it....
humility over pride ma?
wo bu zhi dao le....ni ke bu ke yi shou gei wo ting le?
ni dou bu zhi dao wo shou she me. ni shi bu shi wo de pin you ar?
at the present moment, it doesn't seem like it....
sighs
sighs sighs.
well n e whoo...today is a start to a new semester!!! yeah yeah!!!! how fun ar!!! muhahaha. get to drive the car today. rather fun i suppose. well not car, get to drive van=.=
me hate to drive van, but it's way better than the bus. kekek^^:D:P
sooo looking forward to food and nutrition. keke^^:D:P yupz yupz. i suppose i'll be in my element then doing what i like best. keke^^:D:P
biology, i just hope i won't slack off.
hope shane'll be able to find a good job soon....having bills to pay... sighs....and i'm in school for the next few years of my life....but it's all good...
hope raychee is having a ball of a time in the bahamas. don't really know how it's like down there, but from her msn, she seems to be having a good time. :D:D:P:P
hope everyone else will enjoy the new semester as to how i won't during some days, but most days it'll be alrights. :D:D
well n e whoo...today is a start to a new semester!!! yeah yeah!!!! how fun ar!!! muhahaha. get to drive the car today. rather fun i suppose. well not car, get to drive van=.=
me hate to drive van, but it's way better than the bus. kekek^^:D:P
sooo looking forward to food and nutrition. keke^^:D:P yupz yupz. i suppose i'll be in my element then doing what i like best. keke^^:D:P
biology, i just hope i won't slack off.
hope shane'll be able to find a good job soon....having bills to pay... sighs....and i'm in school for the next few years of my life....but it's all good...
hope raychee is having a ball of a time in the bahamas. don't really know how it's like down there, but from her msn, she seems to be having a good time. :D:D:P:P
hope everyone else will enjoy the new semester as to how i won't during some days, but most days it'll be alrights. :D:D
Sunday, February 06, 2005
|
How Your Attitude Ranks |
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Your Attitude is Better than 70% of the Population If you scored... 80-100: You've got a winner attitude. You're always optimistic and cheery. Your personality will get you far in life. 60-79: You have a good attitude. While a realist, you do see the positive side of most things. People love to be around you. 40 - 59: You have a positive attitude... somtimes. You prefer to see the world through clear glasses, not rose colored ones. 20 - 39: You have an average attitude. You take the good and bad in life as they come. Though sometimes you could use a little more good. 0-19: You have a negative attitude. You tend to see the dark side of every situation. Free ice cream? No thanks, it will just make you fat! |
|
You Belong in 1979 |
|
1979 If you scored... 1950 - 1959: You're fun loving, romantic, and more than a little innocent. See you at the drive in! 1960 - 1969: You are a free spirit with a huge heart. Love, peace, and happiness rule - oh, and drugs too. 1970 - 1979: Bold and brash, you take life by the horns. Whether you're partying or protesting, you give it your all! 1980 - 1989: Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day. 1990 - 1999: With you anything goes! You're grunge one day, ghetto fabulous the next. It's all good! |
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You Have A Type A- Personality |
|
A- You are one of the most balanced people around Motivated and focused, you are good at getting what you want You rule at success, but success doesn't rule you. When it's playtime, you really know how to kick back Whether it's hanging out with friends or doing something you love! You live life to the fullest - encorporating the best of both worlds |
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Your Dominant Intelligence is Interpersonal Intelligence |
 You shine in your ability to realate to and understand others. Good at seeing others' points of view, you get how people think and feel. You have an uncanny ability to sense true feelings, intentions, and motivations. A natural born leader, you are great at teaching and mediating conflict. You would make a good counselor, salesperson, politician, or business person. |
element
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Your Element Is Water |
 A bit of a contradiction, you can seem both lighthearted and serious. That's because you're good at going with the flow - but you also are deep. Highly intuitive, you tune in to people's emotions and moods easily. You are able to tap into deep emotional connections and connect with others. You prefer a smooth, harmonious life - but you can navigate your way around waves. You have a knack for getting people to get along and making life a little more peaceful. |
Sabina
| SABINA | ||
|---|---|---|
| S | is for | Sensitive |
| A | is for | Athletic |
| B | is for | Bubbly |
| I | is for | Important |
| N | is for | Nice |
| A | is for | Athletic |
egh??? weird:P
|
You Are 26 Years Old |
|
26 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. |
weird weird weird....how old am i?!!? i'm only 17? sighs sighs.....wow....i feel old now...=.=
the body mass index calculator
http://www.halls.md/body-mass-index/bmi.htm
^according to that site, i am close to being average...that's a good thing i suppose....and that i am in the 42nd percentile=.=
http://nhlbisupport.com/bmi/bmicalc.htm
^according to this, i am normal
http://www.cdc.gov/nccdphp/dnpa/bmi/bmi-means.htm
^according to this, i may not be all that right because i may exercise much more or much less than the same person with my same weight percentile
and all sites have almost the same thingy that says something like this...
Above all, Don't Worry, Be Happy. If you are troubled with anxiety over a less-than-perfect body image, that's just not healthy either. A healthy mental attitude is just as important as physical fitness. So, if this bmi calculator's description of your body seems wrong for you, just trust your own judgment instead.
^according to that site, i am close to being average...that's a good thing i suppose....and that i am in the 42nd percentile=.=
http://nhlbisupport.com/bmi/bmicalc.htm
^according to this, i am normal
http://www.cdc.gov/nccdphp/dnpa/bmi/bmi-means.htm
^according to this, i may not be all that right because i may exercise much more or much less than the same person with my same weight percentile
and all sites have almost the same thingy that says something like this...
Above all, Don't Worry, Be Happy. If you are troubled with anxiety over a less-than-perfect body image, that's just not healthy either. A healthy mental attitude is just as important as physical fitness. So, if this bmi calculator's description of your body seems wrong for you, just trust your own judgment instead.
thoughts
has n e one ever thought how it would feel to die?
has n e one ever thought of what they would think at the end of his or her life?
would you think how your life sux or how great it was? would you think about all the things that has gone right or all the stuff that has gone wrong?
would you even be able to have that last moments of thoughts?
are you afraid of death?
how does it feel to die? is it a calm feeling at the end of a restless fight?
suppose i'll never know how, and i'd never be able to tell of that feeling. muhahah
morbid thoughts? nah, just simply curious. was watching american beauty again. that's all. muhaha. and the guy seemed to smile at his last moments. so yeah....is it actually like that calm feeling of everything rushing to you at one moment?
is it a feeling of one moment actually feeling like eternity?
weird...how one person could always know that feeling but no one can ever tell you about that feeling.
death is a disease with 100% mortality rate. muhahah...sound familiar ma? probably not if you don't watch csi. keke^^:D:P...whateve=.=
XDXPX'(
has n e one ever thought of what they would think at the end of his or her life?
would you think how your life sux or how great it was? would you think about all the things that has gone right or all the stuff that has gone wrong?
would you even be able to have that last moments of thoughts?
are you afraid of death?
how does it feel to die? is it a calm feeling at the end of a restless fight?
suppose i'll never know how, and i'd never be able to tell of that feeling. muhahah
morbid thoughts? nah, just simply curious. was watching american beauty again. that's all. muhaha. and the guy seemed to smile at his last moments. so yeah....is it actually like that calm feeling of everything rushing to you at one moment?
is it a feeling of one moment actually feeling like eternity?
weird...how one person could always know that feeling but no one can ever tell you about that feeling.
death is a disease with 100% mortality rate. muhahah...sound familiar ma? probably not if you don't watch csi. keke^^:D:P...whateve=.=
XDXPX'(
funnay
stress free life ma?
in need of sleep.
feeling restless, but not tired. sighs sighs....
gonna sleep in the basement tonight....with all the dark shadows and everthing else.
in need of sleep.
feeling restless, but not tired. sighs sighs....
gonna sleep in the basement tonight....with all the dark shadows and everthing else.
me
hm....so it seems that i'm 58.18 kilos? meh...how amusing...feeling a tad bit heavy?
oh wellz. need to burn at least 233.31 per day. i shouldn't pump my heart over 202 beats per min? what happens if i tried to? would it even go over that?!?!?^o):P. i've never had my heart even go over 180.....and that was because i was pushing myself to pedal super fast on a bike....will my heart even beat that fast?!!?^o)tempted to see what will happen....most likely blacking out...
for my height, i should weigh about 125 pounds or 56.81kilos...wow....that means i'm heavier than the actual average=.=
i am around 1.65 centimeters...keke^^:D:P
egh....i'm average....with 19-23% body fat? well if i'm 19, i'm low....and if i'm 23, i'm average. not too bad...keke^^:D:P
oh wellz. need to burn at least 233.31 per day. i shouldn't pump my heart over 202 beats per min? what happens if i tried to? would it even go over that?!?!?^o):P. i've never had my heart even go over 180.....and that was because i was pushing myself to pedal super fast on a bike....will my heart even beat that fast?!!?^o)tempted to see what will happen....most likely blacking out...
for my height, i should weigh about 125 pounds or 56.81kilos...wow....that means i'm heavier than the actual average=.=
i am around 1.65 centimeters...keke^^:D:P
egh....i'm average....with 19-23% body fat? well if i'm 19, i'm low....and if i'm 23, i'm average. not too bad...keke^^:D:P
Saturday, February 05, 2005
單身公害
Oh乖 不能再戰敗
站起來 你還沒出皇牌
戀愛這競賽 你要放手一搏放得開
Oh乖 你擅長被淘汰
后冠都派完你還在發呆
沒人靠過來 太高貴別人會轉台
難怪在派對慘敗
＊沒人疼 沒人愛 小心單身是公害
優雅的在使壞 他才會離不開
沒人疼 沒人愛 小心單身是公害
小心寂寞對健康有害
(明天才做誰的乖乖牌)＊
Oh乖 你擅長被淘汰
他們情人都換到第幾代
你是反面教材 周末夜愛卻留白
一再在舞會慘敗
REPEAT＊
不要怪身材要怪腦袋
你應該重新再倒帶
觀望的等待 怎麼會盛開
難怪讓愛 不痛不快
REPEAT＊＊
站起來 你還沒出皇牌
戀愛這競賽 你要放手一搏放得開
Oh乖 你擅長被淘汰
后冠都派完你還在發呆
沒人靠過來 太高貴別人會轉台
難怪在派對慘敗
＊沒人疼 沒人愛 小心單身是公害
優雅的在使壞 他才會離不開
沒人疼 沒人愛 小心單身是公害
小心寂寞對健康有害
(明天才做誰的乖乖牌)＊
Oh乖 你擅長被淘汰
他們情人都換到第幾代
你是反面教材 周末夜愛卻留白
一再在舞會慘敗
REPEAT＊
不要怪身材要怪腦袋
你應該重新再倒帶
觀望的等待 怎麼會盛開
難怪讓愛 不痛不快
REPEAT＊＊
dreams
args...me and my weird ass dreams. eww ewww ewww...
args....i can't believe i had that type of dream. stupid stupid valentine's day=.=
ewww eww eww
hm...me want food. me hungee....but nah.....i'll wait till daddy comes home....which is about 20 mins. hm.....hope val can wait for me to like come round to her house.
going shopping to buy bikini
args....i can't believe i had that type of dream. stupid stupid valentine's day=.=
ewww eww eww
hm...me want food. me hungee....but nah.....i'll wait till daddy comes home....which is about 20 mins. hm.....hope val can wait for me to like come round to her house.
going shopping to buy bikini
muhahah
there are always worms in every type of food. that's why you haveta cook it so that it's fully cooked. muhahaha....you kill parasites and every thing in it. muhahah.
man....i need more sleep. haven't been sleeping well lately. tooo much on my mind? args....
today's the what? 5th? yeah....wow.....in what....13 more days, sabina would have been single for two years. one super unhappy year, and one semi-satisfying year. args.....
yupz.....args.....burned fat....then the next day i work out....i gain muscle mass. oh wellz. weight is just a number. plus, i like doing cardio and well that works out my circulatory system. so its all good
muhahha....gotsta go and visit val. but first...gotsta get her some french vanilla as i've promised. so yeah. muhahaha. i was planning to get her a rose too, but she's not that sick...she's just in pain.
oh yes....wisdom teeth, they weren't originally needing to be taken out. it is just that over the generation, we do not need to use them n e more because we don't chew as much so our mouths have become smaller. think about it. when it was those people that used to care less what they ate, and they ate things in the wild, whether it be cooked or raw.... and therefore, if it where raw, it would be super chewy. and therefore.....well...let's just say they hadda cut with their teeth too. therefore, more people in these generations need to take out their wisdom teeth because they just don't have the space.
muhahaha....ridiculous...muhahaha.....
man....i need more sleep. haven't been sleeping well lately. tooo much on my mind? args....
today's the what? 5th? yeah....wow.....in what....13 more days, sabina would have been single for two years. one super unhappy year, and one semi-satisfying year. args.....
yupz.....args.....burned fat....then the next day i work out....i gain muscle mass. oh wellz. weight is just a number. plus, i like doing cardio and well that works out my circulatory system. so its all good
muhahha....gotsta go and visit val. but first...gotsta get her some french vanilla as i've promised. so yeah. muhahaha. i was planning to get her a rose too, but she's not that sick...she's just in pain.
oh yes....wisdom teeth, they weren't originally needing to be taken out. it is just that over the generation, we do not need to use them n e more because we don't chew as much so our mouths have become smaller. think about it. when it was those people that used to care less what they ate, and they ate things in the wild, whether it be cooked or raw.... and therefore, if it where raw, it would be super chewy. and therefore.....well...let's just say they hadda cut with their teeth too. therefore, more people in these generations need to take out their wisdom teeth because they just don't have the space.
muhahaha....ridiculous...muhahaha.....
Friday, February 04, 2005
manipulation
how is manipulating a guy different than mnipulating a girl? how is it easy for a girl to get a guy to do what she wants?
maybe it's just me, but i've never tried to manipulate someone into doing something for me....i've never had too, but i know i've been used a few times for the advantage of others before. but still. i mean, i'm an easy target because if i help you get what you want (depending on the request) most chances are, i'd try my best to do whatever that person wants me to do. that's just the way i am.
but when you say it's easy to get others to do what you want by manipulating them into thinking certain ways...then well....hm....it's like saying you've got lots of practice.
hm...
weird. don't try it on me, because most chances are, i wouldn't know what you are trying to do with me until i finally figure and snap at you.
a sign of realization for me= when i'm pissed and upset at certain things.
hm....i'm weird.....my fingers are cold...
maybe it's just me, but i've never tried to manipulate someone into doing something for me....i've never had too, but i know i've been used a few times for the advantage of others before. but still. i mean, i'm an easy target because if i help you get what you want (depending on the request) most chances are, i'd try my best to do whatever that person wants me to do. that's just the way i am.
but when you say it's easy to get others to do what you want by manipulating them into thinking certain ways...then well....hm....it's like saying you've got lots of practice.
hm...
weird. don't try it on me, because most chances are, i wouldn't know what you are trying to do with me until i finally figure and snap at you.
a sign of realization for me= when i'm pissed and upset at certain things.
hm....i'm weird.....my fingers are cold...
args...grrr.....rrrrrr
do i have a sign that says walk all over me or sumthing?!?!?!
just because i'm sympathetic doesn't mean that you have the right to take advantage of me. grrrr...
it's semi my fault for allowing it to happen, but it's alrights....for now, i can handle. keke^^:D:P
yupz yupz...shuld be sleeping, but soo not tired yet.....
my feet are really really cold....okie...first yawn of the night, means sabby here needs to sleep....
good luck to willy on his economics test today at 9:10.....
hope cat won't sleep tooo late considering that she hasta pull alot of all nighters and i don't even know which nights she is or isn't.
hope val ain't feeling tooo muchie in pain with her pulled out wisdom teeth.
hope jean has a good day at school today when she wakes up at six.
hope all those in high school that do start semester two tomorrow, hope they have fun enjoy it!
and as for me.....hope i don't get sick....
valentine's day is in the air....
who will be the tormented souls of this holiday this year? surely, i hope i won't go all mushie mushie for this season. keke^^:D:P even though it would be a great happy feeling. keke^^:D:P
just because i'm sympathetic doesn't mean that you have the right to take advantage of me. grrrr...
it's semi my fault for allowing it to happen, but it's alrights....for now, i can handle. keke^^:D:P
yupz yupz...shuld be sleeping, but soo not tired yet.....
my feet are really really cold....okie...first yawn of the night, means sabby here needs to sleep....
good luck to willy on his economics test today at 9:10.....
hope cat won't sleep tooo late considering that she hasta pull alot of all nighters and i don't even know which nights she is or isn't.
hope val ain't feeling tooo muchie in pain with her pulled out wisdom teeth.
hope jean has a good day at school today when she wakes up at six.
hope all those in high school that do start semester two tomorrow, hope they have fun enjoy it!
and as for me.....hope i don't get sick....
valentine's day is in the air....
who will be the tormented souls of this holiday this year? surely, i hope i won't go all mushie mushie for this season. keke^^:D:P even though it would be a great happy feeling. keke^^:D:P
Thursday, February 03, 2005
約定
還記得當天旅館的門牌
還留住笑著離開的神態
當天整個城市 那樣輕快
沿路一起走半里長街
還記得街燈照出一臉黃
還燃亮那份微暖的便當
剪影的你輪廓太好看
凝住眼淚才敢細看
＊忘掉天地 彷彿也想不起自己
仍未忘想約看漫天黃葉遠飛
就算會與你分離 凄絕的戲
要決心忘記我便記不起
＃明日天地 只恐怕認不出自己
仍未忘跟你約定假如沒有死
就算你壯闊胸膛 不敵天氣
兩鬢班白都可認得你
還記得當天結他的和弦
還明白每段旋律的伏線
當天街角流過你聲音
沿路旅程如歌褪變
重唱 ＊,＃
就算你壯闊胸膛 不敵天氣
兩鬢班白都可認得你
還留住笑著離開的神態
當天整個城市 那樣輕快
沿路一起走半里長街
還記得街燈照出一臉黃
還燃亮那份微暖的便當
剪影的你輪廓太好看
凝住眼淚才敢細看
＊忘掉天地 彷彿也想不起自己
仍未忘想約看漫天黃葉遠飛
就算會與你分離 凄絕的戲
要決心忘記我便記不起
＃明日天地 只恐怕認不出自己
仍未忘跟你約定假如沒有死
就算你壯闊胸膛 不敵天氣
兩鬢班白都可認得你
還記得當天結他的和弦
還明白每段旋律的伏線
當天街角流過你聲音
沿路旅程如歌褪變
重唱 ＊,＃
就算你壯闊胸膛 不敵天氣
兩鬢班白都可認得你
昨遲人
遲了聽你細訴
你曾迷途和那理想跟前途 多麼糊塗
遲了半秒
約你晚飯漫步在那海濱公園一雙足印
如同共舞 這戀愛的信徒
再一次失去愛神憐憫
一次要被遺下在半途
遲了送上雨傘 雨仍毛毛
誰與你竟早潛逃 終於徒勞
遲了愛你替你抹掉問號
遲了抱緊雙手差點經已同行共老
這戀愛的旅途
我想要得到卻未拾到
多麼糟可給我為你填補
＊昨日像得到 遲來無去路
給你與某人在長夜共抱
只懂得安慰或時候未到
天未亮都需要為你虛耗
(當日或今日亦一樣殘酷)
陪我細訴 和我抱抱
為何天空一個城堡
仰望卻無法觸到 蓋著被鋪
彷似終得到安土
笑著投入你(的)懷抱＊
遲了吻你兩片軟唇紅紅而那眼睛都紅紅
心中重重
遲了疼你與你抱著做夢直到昨天分手
只懂一個呆呆目送
今天我一個人 再一次失去愛神護蔭
今天他當天你如何殘忍
REPEAT＊
我在昨日為何遲未說出
心中想告訴你那些話
那份說話為何留待了他
細心聽他講一百遍
但已醜化 心已火化
REPEAT＊
我會祝福你安好 快樂投入那些懷抱
你曾迷途和那理想跟前途 多麼糊塗
遲了半秒
約你晚飯漫步在那海濱公園一雙足印
如同共舞 這戀愛的信徒
再一次失去愛神憐憫
一次要被遺下在半途
遲了送上雨傘 雨仍毛毛
誰與你竟早潛逃 終於徒勞
遲了愛你替你抹掉問號
遲了抱緊雙手差點經已同行共老
這戀愛的旅途
我想要得到卻未拾到
多麼糟可給我為你填補
＊昨日像得到 遲來無去路
給你與某人在長夜共抱
只懂得安慰或時候未到
天未亮都需要為你虛耗
(當日或今日亦一樣殘酷)
陪我細訴 和我抱抱
為何天空一個城堡
仰望卻無法觸到 蓋著被鋪
彷似終得到安土
笑著投入你(的)懷抱＊
遲了吻你兩片軟唇紅紅而那眼睛都紅紅
心中重重
遲了疼你與你抱著做夢直到昨天分手
只懂一個呆呆目送
今天我一個人 再一次失去愛神護蔭
今天他當天你如何殘忍
REPEAT＊
我在昨日為何遲未說出
心中想告訴你那些話
那份說話為何留待了他
細心聽他講一百遍
但已醜化 心已火化
REPEAT＊
我會祝福你安好 快樂投入那些懷抱
hm....
asian youths....hm???
let's see...there are two categorizations?
category one.....there are those that feel tramendously attatched to their home land, but yet when they go back and experience it, they feel they no longer belong. but yet they don't belong where they are now. they want a bit more of home land here where they are. but then no other person around them seems to want to understand that need.
and category two.....they don't understand the home land and critisize everything about it. they know it's part of who they are, but they don't willing admit that it is. they try and deny the true facts at face value. they don't want to be part of the home land and find that they do fit in where they are now and find no need to want to fit in n e where else.
this is why you'd have classifications and haveing the cb whatevers hating the "fobs" and the "fobs" hating the cb whatevers.
i dunno, whenever i talk about stuff about immigration and whatever......i alwas ask this question.....if there were to be a war between your home country and the one you reside in now, which one would you defend? homeland or your residence? or would you be tooo disconnected from both to fight at all?
when it happens, which side would you choose?
let's see...there are two categorizations?
category one.....there are those that feel tramendously attatched to their home land, but yet when they go back and experience it, they feel they no longer belong. but yet they don't belong where they are now. they want a bit more of home land here where they are. but then no other person around them seems to want to understand that need.
and category two.....they don't understand the home land and critisize everything about it. they know it's part of who they are, but they don't willing admit that it is. they try and deny the true facts at face value. they don't want to be part of the home land and find that they do fit in where they are now and find no need to want to fit in n e where else.
this is why you'd have classifications and haveing the cb whatevers hating the "fobs" and the "fobs" hating the cb whatevers.
i dunno, whenever i talk about stuff about immigration and whatever......i alwas ask this question.....if there were to be a war between your home country and the one you reside in now, which one would you defend? homeland or your residence? or would you be tooo disconnected from both to fight at all?
when it happens, which side would you choose?
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