another time waster

My name is: SABINA
I may seem: loud, annoying, hyper, quiet, shy, stupid...
People who know me think: i am loud, annoying at times. hyper....and therefore annoying sometimes. quiet and shy at times....i am stupid because i can't think properly sometimes...
If you knew me you'd probably: laugh sooo hard you'd piss your pants...
Sometimes I feel: like i don't deserve a tomorrow
My days are pretty: when i laugh really hard because people can make me smile...
Yesterday: i was thinking about everything
In the morning I: woozily get up and brush teeth and do morning routinely stuff
I like to sleep: when i'm tired and exhausted...
If I could be doing anything right now I would be: talking on the phone with certain people/ my friends
Money is: something that corrupts the purest of souls
One thing I don't have that I wish I did is: patience
One thing I have that I wish I didn't is: dunno
All you need is: GOD
All I need is: GOD
If I had one wish it would be: for this world to love each other more often
When I look in the mirror I see: me with super bags...
Love is: patient, kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.
If I could see one person right now it would be: briboi or cat
Something I want but I don't really need is: hm....
I live for: GOD, myself, family, friends
I am afraid of: alot of things....
It makes me angry when: people are just ignorant and rude.... and crude...
I dream about: hahah...alot of things...
I daydream about: egh....mostly situations that would never happen...

1 Year Ago, I...:
o1. was completely depressed
o2. was suicidal
o3. was doing horribly in grade 11 math
o4. was taking japanese class
o5. shaved my hair for cancer...society...


2 Years Ago, I...:
o1. i had just broke up....a month and a bit...
o2. started skipping days of school weeks on end
o3. was depressed
o4. planned suicide attempts
o5. was baptized


Yesterday I:
o1. couldn't stop thinking about grad/prom
o2. watched csi
o3. went to kfc with matt and ben, and watched ben eat his lunch
o4. designed a character for matt, since i'm creative but can't draw for beans...
o5. sat on the swing and took a long walk around the heights for about 2 hours...

Today, I:
o1. sat in the park with matt for an hour
o2. went to jennys and had a few sips of beer....
o3. cried because of parental arguments
o4. ran from jennys house all the way back to my house
o5. gave a few massages for the gang....now knuckles hurting=.=


Five Songs I Know All the Words To, Even Without the Music:
o1. egh...sorry....i dunno any songs....
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Five Things I Would buy With $100,000:
o1. a lap top
o2. a new wardrobe
o3. and stuff my friends wanted.....and still have money to buy bonds?
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Five Bands You've been listening to Lately:
o1. egh.....dunno...dun really listen to bands persay....
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Top Five Locations I'd Like To Run Away To:
o1. if i run away...it's just to get away from here...so n e where away from here...that's all...
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