happier moments

hahahaha. well on to happier moments of the day.

hahaha. well....hahaha. well i drove matt home today. well technically to my house and then we went to the park together and just sat on the swings for an hour. hahaha.

he feels weird around my parents because he is afraid that my parents would hate him. hahaha. wonder if he understands how i feel cause i was kinda somewhat hated for that little period and kinda feel like i amXSXSXS.

hahaha.....wow, i'm fat...hahaha. i can sit on the baby swing without feeling pain. hahaha. oh that is great. hahaha. seee....i am fat....hahha. i have alot of ass and leg insolation. hahaha.

hahaha. i don't know why.....but everytime it's just him and i....i always bring up prom...hahaha. well actually, these past like 3 or 4 days i haven't gotten it off my mind, just that i talked about it excessively ...gotsta stop talking about grad.....sooo excited about it. ahhhhh!!!! sooo cute...technically, got asked again...for his own reassurance and confirmation to something i knew i was going to. hahaha. yupz yupz. hahahaha. all good. all happy. hahahaha. *smiles smiles*

grrrrr....is it that obvious?!?!? arg=.= bleh.....fine....maybe it is=.= bleh....is it as obvious to him as it is to everyone else around him?=.= bleh....