ah......i want to run away. my parents are scaring me. ah. i swear, it's the work of the devil. ah. they always blame me for having attitude towards them. sighs. maybe it's my fault that i don't talk to them. sighs sighs. from now on, i will pray for the strength to learn to communicate to them better. from now on, i will teach myself, with the help of GOD, that i will not hide much about myself away from them. from now on, everytime i give my parents attitude, inside....i'll give myself a few punches.
there has been a problem with communication in my family for more than just this one time. but this time, it's not my fault. sighs sighs. can someone give me a purpose to leave my house. i'm in the basement and shaking from the cold and fear. ah. what happens if they start to attack me? ah.
all my life, i've never been taught to communicate how i feel. all my life, i have not had good role models to communicate the way i feel. all my life, when people wanted a message across in the family, we'd all just yell at each other. and apprently, i've been yelling at everyone in my life.
my daddy's driven off, and my mommy is going to chase after him. i'm afraid...just plain afraid....
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