thoughts

and so.....muhahahaha....friendship continues. muhahahaha....

but well. talking to willy this morning. should be sleeping soon. it's almost one. need rest. tooo much happiness and excitement for the day. bleh bleh.

well yeah.....i am tooo niave apparently. wow. i live a pretty sheltered life. i have a sheltered life experience. the people i encounter, i encounter for a reason. you fight to protect. you fight to defend. you fight to survive. oh....i am sooo happy today.

i haven't talked to willy for this long for a very long long long time. muhahahaha. yes, apparently i live a sheltered life. i live in the indulgence of happiness and all the small things are made into catastrophes because it's a big ripple in my sea of over indulgence. my words...not his....my thoughts....my input...not his.

but....i still must learn to protect myself better. i must learn to hurt less. =.= args. sensitivity, compassion, sympathy, empathy=.= it's not something i lack, it's sometimes i trait that is tooo dominant in character. in my strong point lies my weakness=.=

and so, i am compared to a little child, it's no longer cute when you are not a kid and niave. it's called stupidity=.= i don't know what's best for me. but sometimes, pain is alrights. pain helps you grow. you need it in order to become stronger. if you never fall on your ass when you are learning to walk, you never learn how to balance yourself properly.