i hate family problems. everything always gets twisted and everything is always my fault. grrr....always. i will never be good enuff. yeah....lyphe is but a duty. a duty to pleaze everyone. sighs sighs. u must find ways to communicate. u must find ways to keep everyone happy. sighs sighs. what a pointless duty. sighs sighs. lyphe is but a duty one must complete. sighs sighs.

i just wanna cry and drown myself in my own bitter tears. sighs sighs. no one'll ever let meh do dat, but i would be unwilling to swim in my salty tears, maybe i'd just float cause dey are salty? hehehe=>:d i dunno......sighs....

i just notice dat i am very miserable to my family. i just always ask em for money and never want n e thing more to do with them. sighs sighs. i will never be close to them. sighs sighs....but in dis world, dere is no definate answer, ur no will be turned to a yes and ur yes into a no very quickly. sighs sighs. wish i'd just die, but dat's da funniest thing. da more u wanna die, da more you wun. oh wellz....i'll enjoy tonite....whateva i have left...