now an entry on it's own........not feeling too bad, not feeling too great....

now another person asked meh if he/she flirted too much.....but i dunno....my answer wuz simple......i dunno what flirting is....so what does flirting mean to you? but obviously, dat person couldn't answer meh....kinda surprised.....people say i flirt alot.....but i don't flirt......cause isn't flirting dat is sumthing u haveta teach urself???? if you think being friendly is flirting....den i flirt all da time.....so basically i can't answer dat q....

now some people say i'm pessimistic.....yeah.....i think i kinda am. but really......lyphe's like dat.....lyphe's harsh....i just kinda think i am more realistic than i need be....but if you want to be degraded or feel down a notch or two.....u noe who to run to......i'll try not to state it too harshly.....but if you need meh to be harsh....i'll be dat way.....

it wuz kinda funnay.....i read my fortune cookie thing....yeah....my parents said not to believe it.....but dis is what it read......"u are known to be straightforward and honest." i dunno......am i? i really think i'm too straightforward....if dere's sumthing wrong with you.....i'll say dere is......maybe not directly....but maybe at da same time...very directly.....dunno.....it's very weird to read how u are from a lil fortune cookie...

change.......now change is the only thing constant in lyphe.....and u want change to change the way you want to change....but really....change doesn't change according to you or the way you want.....change is just a six letter word dat happens......people could feel sorry from change, but really....change is change.....u see a bit more of you every time u do change. u show a bit more of ur true colors when u change......not dat ur colors will shine....at least dey will be pretty in some way......u dun need to show ur own rainbow.....ur rainbow doesn't need to shine....as long as u noe it's dere......

yeah....ur rite....character and quality really mean alot to meh......emotions are what builds character and show character. i'm kinda weird.....i lack quality, but i have character....not being snobby or cocky or n e thing, but dat's just da way i am. i'm shut up, but at da same time, i'm extremely open. whatever u wanna noe, u can ask, and u noe i'd answer u......dat's just da way i am. i say i trust you, do you think i do? if i didn't, would i allow you to hurt meh? hehehe=>:D a twisted thought....if i didn't trust you, if i didn't care, would i hurt at all? i mean it when i say i'll stay loyal and strong to you or whoeva......cause u deserve it....even if you think you don't.....who can throw the first stone? are u innocent? is it for meh to judge??? it isn't.....so how can i not trust you??? i can't help not to.....

for all you out there....i've forgiven maybe not have forgotten....but i still love you forever to come and hope to be enuff to satisfy everything.