well.....i dunno what to say......u suffered by urself......now da pain u experienced is much different and more painful physically den n e thing u've prolly ever been through.

but dis is what i see in light of pain......pain and sufferings bring you closer to GOD, only he can give you eternal rest and comfort......so in him will he be ur guide, ur comfort.... nothing i can say, can comfort, but i hope i can help.

well fear, i've experienced much of it....but dere's alot dat i still dun let to GOD.....so yes....i have no clue.....i have nothing dat i can say dat willhelp muchie.....u wanted to talk to meh, but when i came to talk to ya, u didn't feel like talking n e more......but dat's normal. hehehe=.:D u noe everything dat i would say....u noe what i say is just common knowledge dat may simply be taken by like granted...

i wish you all da best.....hope u will conquers ur fear and see dat i can be pointless sumtimes to be afraid of sumthing dat stops u from every activity you do......enjoy lyphe to da fullest....even doe i say dat....sum believe i dun because i'm down all da time, but really....i see many things dat dey prolly even wouldn't notice......eitha way......if you want help....i'm always willing to listen and help.......

sum jing jee yeen lueng......