there is a time for everything under the heavens. what humans do is the fact that they do no see this. they want everything for themselves causing pain and suffering for themselves and those around them. they become angry at the pain they feel. they want to hate and then they learn to hate. they despise everything that is good and everything not soo good. men have no happiness at this stage. men have lost ability to see the light and shine in the darkness. they have simply lost all hope which is infront of them.

not all things lost should be retrieved, it's betta dat u try, but not best if u get it bak. u can't loose sumthing that didn't belong to you in the first place. i wuz watching tv, when dis person said sumthing very touching. of course dis is in chinese, but it goes like dis.....love or a relationship is based on the choices and feelings and sacrifices which the two people are willing to take. and in the same way, when u loose the love of ur lyphe of whatnot, it's not always ur fault dat u lost, it's because neither is willing. u do not grow cold or ruthless, u simply choose to become. yeah, my view of lyphe again....everything is based on choices, as i've stated, da greatest power GOD gave man was choice. choices can be destructive, it can take down what was already built, but it can also be very peaceloving and contented when u build and enjoy. betrayal and hate is what comes before self-denial, u do not want to blame urself, so you choose to blame some one else, which is hate. betrayal is only the state of mind which u feel as an excuse to hate. u noe....as a gurl, it's always said as this, the most precious gift a gurl could ever give to n e body or the world is her heart. it's different for a guy, yeah, sexist point of view, but women and men will always be different, if not, why did GOD create male and female? did he not create male first? so in da same way, a man is to protect, nurture, and persevere for the woman, for woman is weaker, for it was she who ate the apple first. maybe it's just my opinion and everyone can be against meh, but remember, one man who the world thinks is wrong maybe rite in the very end. as i've said, i will never let go. my memories still taunt at meh and laugh at me, but i've already conquered them so that they do not bug me except to bring tears. tears are an amazing thing. pity the person who cannot cry for they cannot express themselves to the highest extent. even GOD cried. even GOD mourned. even GOD find happiness and joy. is it not for humans to walk in the likeness of GOD, but never truly being the same as him?

moving on and letting go are two different things......some say u must let go in order to move on, but really, that is entirely up to you. sometimes it may seem as if you've snapped, like the rope which u hold too tightly upon, but it doesn't. it's simply because u let go and have mere support in ur surroundings. let ur memories lie on the rope with is GOD given. dat rope will never snap unless u cut it. at times u hold on to it lightly and at times u hold on with all ur strength. memories are things dat are with you, no matter how much dey hurt or not. it's not sumthing dat u could care less about because u should have learnt sumthing through ur past experiences that u still feel. it is not rite to say you do not care. as what i say, when u say you do not care, u actually think it's important enuff to say that u dun. dat means sumhow, sumwhere within you, u care just da tiniest bit or u'd just be like walking off. that's just what i see...nothing big...