well.....as dere is lyphe....der'll always be misery.....dat's one thing u can foresee. i dunno.....ecclesiastes kinda really states it very well....dere is nothing new under the sun.....it's just a chasing of the wind......yeah, u prolly noe dat book very well.....and so do i, but dat book is one of da books dat gives much if you read to da very end....without GOD.....dere is nothing....without GOD.....dere will be nothing....without GOD.....dere can't be anything.....

humans do not grow numb ova time.....dey just dun wanna feel as much as dey did before....and ova time....dey learn to become diff.....is dis is how dey change emselves...nothing to be ashamed...cause i've done dat not about hm....oh say at least 5 times at minimum....but da way i am now, i will stay at least for a lil while....u wanna noe why??? here goes....even doe dat i dun seem very happy now, i find enjoyment in da times dat i am, i am thankful when i am not, and i am willing to take on new challenges even doe emotionally people think it's impossible. i'm greatful enuff.....it's not da caring dat bugs meh.....what bugs meh is dat well....people care to da extent dat dey take everything for grated.....they are not thankful.....dey dun care simply because dey neva thought to care. i dunno....when u say u're human, to meh....it sounds like an excuse....and partially it is.....in a sense....u could say.....because i'm human i can do dat, dat and dat.....just because i'm human and it can't be helped. dere's where ur wrong....how can u do sumthing u noe is wrong? couldn't u at least have tried not to? i cannot judge you, but GOD can. nothing is hidden in light. human nature is evil, but must we walk in dat path? could we not at least try with the grace of GOD to improve? why must we walk da easy path when dat only brings more suffering in the end?

hm.....sighs.....u ain't sounding too kool.....yeah....four words dat stage da course of lyphe.....but which one do you think is betta??? all dose seem to be pessimistic veiws.....in light of all bad situations, dere is light at the end of the storm. in ur last statement, it's kinda funnay.....u say those for words.....sensitivity, cruelety, accusasion, and reality. dose are very simple terms....but in dat last statement u just said, u had all for of em at da same time. really come to notice it urself, u notice what kinda person ya are. no one man is only at one place in dose four words when dey are not feeling as happy or pleasant as dey were. with sensitivity, u notice da word of cruelty....which is realization....and u want to accuse, but u noe u shouldn't be it hurts more cause ur a sensative person....make sense. with cruelety, u learn to be mean because u didn't like being sensitive, and during being cruel, u need to accuse things just so u wun get into much more trouble. and well it's because u realized sumthing dat u learn to become cruel...am i making n e sense so far? accusasion....accusasion isn't just simply a term, it's what everyone does, no matta what stage of lyphe u are at...dat's what lies are...dere are no lies, a lie is a lie no matta how you look at it......yeah, people tell meh alot of "white lies", and in de end....it only hurt meh more....what does dat tell ya about so called "white lies?" accusasion is just another word for excuses, people must learn to stop accusing and learn to see what dey can do if dey dun put an excuse on it. last one....reality....yeah....dis is when u hit rock bottom, but learn to survive da climb and cuts and bruises u make along the way. reality isn't a bad thing, for if it wuz, why would GOD have given you da bible filled with truths and realities of the world? have you eva thought of dat? it hurts because u are sensitive, but if you are still sensitive and learn to look at the world thru a bit "crueler" eyes, then well....it's da first step to sumthing very amazing. u haveta learn to balance everything. dose words dun seem to be stages for meh. den if you say dat, i've been going through all four of em since da begining of when i have my first memory. so in a sense, dese words are just words with meaning behind it. in lyphe everything hasta be balanced or u will be at one end of an extreme, like i am....but not realizing it. dat's all i have in reply to ur thought.