men, i can say are kinda weaker, but in some sense, no, dey are stronger. here we go. girls are just sensitive, sensitivity don't make someone weaker or stronger. there are a few things that the sensitive should learn from the not so sensitive and the not so sensitive should learn from the sensitive. guyz have an easier time and less guilt to not care. hey, not that gurls dun have dat ability, just that most gurls either naturally don't care, or they hurt too much not to care. hahaha=>:D:P if you know meh, u'll know which i am. i don't believe that there is a level where no one cares. simply by saying that you don't care, it's already telling others that you give a damn just a bit. it's just dat u wanna keep face, so then well....because u want dat image, u just say dat u dun care, knowing deep down inside you somewhere, there is a part that still cares just that lil weee bit. hahaha=>:D:P

humans like to keep dignity no matta what da cost. hahaha=>:D:P by simply just saying a comment under breath is keeping face....at least to urself in da least bit. no one likes to be proven wrong. hahaha=>:d in a sense, every bit of my thoughts are always wrong, but well, dere are every bits and parts that maybe sometimes people could learn to be a bit diff from meh. hahaha=>:D:P

no, i'm not special, winston, u were right. but in every bit, i'm still sabina, and each and every atom in meh is different in some way. hahaha=>:D:P if no one was to stand out in a crowd, den why are dere different faces, different features, different height, different weight, different ethnicity groups. hahaha=>:D:P at FIRST GOD created us to be all the same, but because problems started to occur, he made everyone speak diff languages and different cultures aroused. hahaha=>:D:P each and every part of meh is still bitter at you, but hm.....at the present moment, i don't wanna say i don't care, but i really can't say i care a whole lot.

there are better things then to worry about things that other people have done towards meh. when people feel like apologizing, maybe at that time, i'm already too far gone. the sun is already on the other side. no light has shined through, nothing can penetrate the high wall i wall myself up in. hahaha=>:D:P i used to be that person, but i no longer want to be that way, not that you even care a bit. my friends are those that don't throw spasms at meh because their pissed, but simply tell meh wuz wrong so i'll just sit and listen. obviously, u haven't learnt human curtesy. man, the world lacks manors sometimes. but oh wellz.

yeah, love and sorry are words dat i really don't wanna hear or say. but time and time again, i fail to not say them. i make mistakes, and by trying not to say em, it means dat i think i'm tooo perfect that my faults are even above a simple apology. love, that word makes me sick, but you know, it's not a term i use lightly. obviously people had no clue. oh wellz....