sighs sighs.....i miss you tons. hm....it woulda been 11 months by now. oh wellz. it wasn't meant to be. hahaha=>:D:P i suppose this is the first time i've actually felt dissappointment. haha=>:D:P maybe pat, ur right in a sense that in a snese it would feel nice to have a gurl love you soo much no matter the faults you do.....but it's also makes you pity urself because u feel as if you don't deserve that feeling...

i'm being sexist, but in this world, it was GOD who even created man first, doesn't that tell you something. yeah, government is wrong when they say that the bible needs to be updated, it's acutally that people haveta become familiar with it. man, our politicians are supposedly christian, what da heck are they thinking? yeah, that tells you alot dun it? dat da people in da world ain't dat great no matta what dey claim to be.

i can't say dat i haven't ever thought of becoming a homosexual, i have no prejudice against the people that are homosexual, i have a problem that they are committing acts of homosexuality. just becuase the government says it's right, does it mean that it is? yeah, think of this, if this world became totally homosexual, where would the babies come from? where would those homosexuals adopt from? yeah, the answer is dat dere would never be. hey, homosexuality is sumthing of the bible too you noe, man, why do people only choose bits and parts of the bible to read. yeah, one of da laws of lyphe, people only hear what they wanna hear, and guess what? dat's sooo true!!! unless you are willing to listening to what others have to say, you won't listen and won't care. hehehe=>:D:P

i can tell you one thing, and that is, i don't listen well. i just can't help it. but oh wellz. i can tell you that i miss him alot. and dat him noes who he is, but he's never done n e thing wrong to meh, i'm just bitter that he left meh in the cold, unknowing that it wuz coming, unknowing and throwing myself all into sumthing that i had no clue wuz gonna break n e moment....

time and time again, i still say that guys still have da better part of lyphe. hahaha=>:D:P i may be wrong, but i don't think dat i am wrong at dis present moment.....