hm.....now i just think way too muchie....analyze everything way too muchie. take tooo muchie to my heart. hm. i heart you? hm....i love you? hm....man....some people really shouldn't say i love you unless they mean it. i mean, friends can say it to friends, but only if they truly care for the person. sighs sighs. i hate to be miserable for the rest of my life......but "knowing today's business doesn't mean we'll see the future". chinese expression. keke^^ man. well, my parents said the funniest things about my other good asian friend. keke^^ i told her about it so she wouldn't be offended if i posted it here. well, i was eating some sort of herbal honey stuff, that she totally hates, and on the other hand, i loved. i told my parents this and they were like, "man, how can you people be such good friends? two asians, but one is obviously way chinese, like a total proud canadian born chinese, where as the other asian, is just purely white candian only with asian skin? man, i just don't get it." keke^^ i mean, of course i couldn't really write it down word for word, but isn't that funny if you really think of it? it's true, why do two opposites attract soo well? but on the other hand, my best friend is almost like me in every way but opposite all at the same time....whack....

opposites in this world do always attract. but you see....opposites with no force of acceptance is nothing at all.....will just repell like the same. see, some people hate me cause they don't understand me, but others love me because they just don't. and i see why. others that don't understand me are those that are opposite from me, but they don't want to learn me, but rather accept the fact that i'm different. whereas those that don't like me, they want to know me too well and it confuses them causing a rip in relationship and makes them more mad because they just don't get me.

when people learn to accept the differences, you make sooo many more friends. it's not about the people you know, but the quality of the relationship. it's fun sometimes to get close with someone and feel freaked out about all the similarities or differences at times. but heck, that's the point of relationships....you do all the figuring of each other out before you become romantically involved. plus...only 16....17 in august...so you know what?!?!? it dun matta cause i finally don't care to be singo.....keke^^