hm....should i buy a new bed....i want a loft bed...either that or a bunk......but i've looked...the cheapest one soo far that i found was like 80, and that was like the crappiest material, with like no warrenty for it. and on the other hand. i found this fabulous one for only about 200, so including tax and all close to about 250ish or so cause off all those fees and such. hm....should i or should i not? i mean, i never really had much of a childhood....and now, i want to make up for all that lost time, i know i never will be able to, but i can try as i might. no sighing. i must not sigh.

there is such a major difference as when i'm feeling down and writing thoughts and when i'm feeling happy and writing thoughts. it's weird...