i used to want to learn to not love anyone or anything. but the more i see and think about it, the more i want to love as many people in my life as possible. sighs sighs. but i can't say anthing and hate anyone. well....wantingto love you, but your actions inflict so much pain to my heart. i try and i try, but i find that my trying has becoming like my nature. i can'tmeet you without loving you. i can't get to know you without loving you. i can't sleep not loving you.....not talking about anyone in general. it's just a general statement to everyone. sighs sighs.....