i notice one more thing. in my life time, i have bonded to many people. but bonding with all the wrong reasons until the recent few years. this world isn't all about the wants, but instead of the needs of a person. i have come to accept the fact that some people in your life are those that just come in and maybe leave. but then there are those people that are in your life and created to stay in your life. after leaving highschool, (just thinking about it gives me tears) i will have many memorable times. there are some things that i know i shouldn't have done, and then there are those that i wished i had done......but not regretting that i didn't do anything. i never regret. i don't believe in flaws. well i do....but only one big flaw....and there cannot be another flaw after that. you wanna know what i think the flaw is? here goes. adam and eve were perfect humans. but GOD know they'd fall short of the glory of him, in other words, sin. therefore, every human after adam and eve would never be perfect. so in a sense, we are perfectly flawed. perfect not being always right though, instead perfect because it's the way humans are supposed to be, perfectly flawed. i know my explaination for it is like really bad, but if you know me, you'll know what i mean