hm...just because something symbolized soo much and is now broken does not mean that in life what it symbolized is gone forever. it is simply the reason that one must move on. something so precious to you has all the greatest meaning, but maybe you are just dwelling on one to many things. maybe in this broken cross....you can find new symbolism in something broken. it contained the sane side of you...and the cheerful part of all you exsisted for....but maybe in this sense... it now means you should live all that you represented out....

i'm being hypocritical....case i know it takes me a while to understand why sumthing is lost or broken.....or never to be found again......but....sighs sighs....there's nothing i can do cept speak....