i've been standing here all alone by myself. why do i feel sooo alone??? why do i allow myself to feel soo alone? why do i want to cry all the time??? why do i feel this way all the time now? why am i so cold and in the dark. hm.....i have a bad eyes....i can't see in the dark...sighs sighs...and they say night blindness was only in men....jeebers....they were lying because my eyes are so bad that well.....i'm almost blind when it's dark. i want to close my eyse and never open them. but that would never happen. i would not be allowed to be blind mute or deaf. sighs sighs.

i'm going away and i don't know when i'll be back again.....