it doesn't matter how you changed but rather why you changed that matters. i can't help but to cry. my heart feels soo heavy. i don't know why....but it just feels soo heavy. every little thing matters....and don't you tell yourself or believe other wise. you live in a worst manner when everything is just "whatever"'s and "i don't care"'s. if nothing matters....then i do not matter...then maybe i should just not care what you think anymore if i don't matter. but i don't know anything anymore. i just wanna like jump over a cliff....so whatever. maybe i'll cross the road and just not look twice.....

no one cares...the world only cares about it's own affaires. so it doesn't matter what i think...because no one else cares anyways. sighs sighs...