holy crap.....why do i always like those that are completely not for me? args args...what the hell is with me? args args.....

i cannot take charge of my life because it is not mine to begin with.

i have failed to love one with my complete heart....now if i begin at the beginning and stop fushing to the ending line...everything'll be just fine...keke^^

i will not stop trying to love....even if the world is against me because they can't love me because i love others...then there is nothing i can do. if others hate me because i love them...then there is nothing i can do except watch them hate me. i cannot make others love me.....this i cannot do.

i finally know where i belong in this world....i belong among those that just can't find a place to belong. i belong with no one and everyone...