i write a whole lot of useless crap in my blogs....i don't know why...but that's what i do. hm. the tv show on tv is sooo stupid...but it's sooo sweet. music is the base of life. without music, we cannot survive only because that's the way we were made or sumthing,,...but me no noe. missie that feeling that i do not have now.....oh wellz...why want something that wasn't meant to be? why want something that you know is all wrong for yourself? hm....learning t read my chinese.....will i succeed?