love.....love is the greatest of all things. there is no such thing as love at first sight. love at first sight is lust....not love. even one who is not christian and was raised up differently than me thinks the same thing. i mean....to some degree...your first impression of someone leaves you attracted to someone....but if you just allow your attraction to remain just attraction....then there is nothing better than to just not love. sighs......not one of he people that don't read this know what is going through my head. most things just don't get translated like many other things in my life.....it's wierd. i type tooo muchie....and i think i want to be a secretary as my dream job. but then again....would i just want to be a receptionist? but then again...whatever....hm.....lunch hour is almost over for me.....and i'm still bored as hell. sighs sighs. i'm thinking too much of something that i shouldn't be thinking of. sighs sighs. i well wish to like just leave and never return....but then again....it's not true.....because i could never leave and not return.

i will miss all those people that i have left and those that have left me....