well maybe i am chronically depressed though. but i can't help but to think that people have stopped caring for one another. the truth of the matter is that without love and a willingness to give love, you have nothing to begin or end with. if one does not sacrifice anything....you achieve nothing. oh wellz....sighs sighs....very very tired....sighs sighs.....haven't been able to sleep well lately. been having horrible reoccuring dreams. miserable. all i can remember every time is that when i wake up....i'm either sweating or i'm in a bed of sweat. sighs sighhs. why must people change and fall into the hands of SATAN? why why why? why must they harden their hearts so that they do not see GOD? i do not understand. i'm afraid. what happens if i'm next? args args. will people just hide and try to stay in the dark forever?