why must sorrow be sought? are there not already enough tragedies as it is? i just don't understand. why must people insult like this? do they not understand that everyone is human and everyone has human emotion? i just don't want to understand anymore. jean.....my prayers go out to you.....i hope everything will be fine. i hope you don't think too much about it all. sighs sighs. i started crying.....maybe i shouldn't have. maybe i should accept the fact that they have changed and they are doing what they are doing now. but what if i cannot? sighs sighs. i just don't know. how is everythign giong to be alright? i may say i want them sent to prison and i would be the first person who sends them to it....but will i actually have the heart to watch them fall so hard and so fast spirilling downward? i don't think i have the heart to bear all that. i don't think i am able to fathom the pain they have brought on the people that they have done that to. why must some men remain soo blind and while others remain unwilling to see? args.....ignorance???? sighs sighs