for some reason...there is something nagging at my heart. it is as if i am forgetting some thing. but i ca't remember. i am exhausted from going to wonderland today. i like totally became piss tired. hm....after a whole day of walking my muscles should feel tired....but yet my mind feels sooo tired and i can't control myself......people are coming to pick me up at 9ish tomorrow because we are going to the zoo!!! yeah yeah....

val never ended up taking a single picture with me...got me kind of upset...but does it really matter all that much?

never take me to wonderland till another 5 years has passed! i swear....those rides are totally not fun for me anymore. i have no thrill what so ever when i ride roller coasters. i mean yes i do, but no i don't all at the same time. i get a thrill right when i get on, but when the carts starts moving.....i have no thrill anymore. weird am i not? hm. can't help it....

want to talk to bri.....but he hasn't talked to me for sooo long. i really wonder what's up with this kid. his thoughts have been kinda upset lately. but i am afraid to ask what is wrong. when we are both feeling alrights....we rarely ever talk any more. sighs sighs. but i can't bare to loose a friend like bri. he means the world to me. i've known him only since grade 7, i never talked to him in the two years i went to school with him.....but in grade nine......he was the only one from elementry that i kept in touch with. i mean....i say happy birthday to everyone....but what is the thrill in that? it just entirely feels weird because i send a personalized email saying happy birthday to them. bri....i have no clue what's going on inside your head......

going to the zoo tom. i think i may actually not like the choice i made because i'm not sleeping early and i will be exhausted from today. sighs sighs. but i made the decision i will go...so i just have to.....

well going to be now....good morning to you all.....good night and sweet dreams to me....keke^^