wow......

talking to a now ex of ken's.....

i feel sooo bad....

it's as if i caused these problem. sighs sighs. i feel kinda bad. but she's screwed up her life a bit. and i feel kinda bad. i feel even worst cause she's going to have problems with uni. well i think i'll meet up with this chic when she comes back. but she'll prolly have jet lag or sumthing.......hm. but it may be awkward......meh.....i'll still try. we could become friends....why not? keke^^ united by some sort of weird way i suppose. really weird. hm.....

well she's looking for a church. she's 19. so i'm assuming she won't be into alot of the activities i'm into. gotta find a good church with a very good youth/university program. i'd feel bad if she likes a church that i just left. but then again....she'd be able to make friends. she's a very nice person.