Saturday, September 11, 2004

Becoming Weird?

sighs, day in and day out, i'm becoming more and more moodier. sighs sighs. i don't understand. it's not pms....i'm like this like everyday. sighs sighs. one second i'm on top of the world, and then someone says something and it totally pisses me off. sigh sighs. don't know why that happens it just does.

and then now, each and every growing day, i hate everything.

i am growing to like being silent.

i am growing to like running and training myself to run for my life.

my ass hurts, my hips hurt, my legs hurt......surprisingly, my lungs don't hurt. well i only ran like about like 20 mins.......and i was walking for another 30....still at a quick pace. but still. sighs sighs. i don't really much like the treadmill. but i paid for the gym, so i will go and exercise.

if someone ever attacks me, i will be prepared. if someone chokes me, i will no what to do.

self-defence is an art. self-defence is not murder. self-defence is something that must be taught and learnt in order to do well.

i hope i will be prepared.

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