Oakville

for once in my life, i feel sooo great to live in oakville. see, i know for a fact that THEY don't bother to like come and follow me b/c they don't have any idea how and where the hell oakville is. for once i am proud to be an oakvillian. keke^^:D:P i never thought i would say that. that means all the racism i have put up with, all the snobs, all the old ladies spitting in my face is nothing, because i rather enjoy staying in a place where THEY can't get to me. i mean, they know where i live, but i spend most of my time at school.

my goodness, last night was soooo scarry!!!! my dad was like, are you sure no one came by the house?

i mean, my doggie's always barking at everyone at my door. and for once, i didn't see n e one walk by, but i heard noises. my doggie started barking. that tells you something. my dog just doesn't bark at random people. he barks at people who look unfriendly or pissed off.

it freaked me out because it actually sounded like someone was at my door too!!! but that was cause i was down in the basement so i couldn't see n e one. blah. oh wellz. i don't think n e one is like after me.

for once, i think loosing a friend like big person is alrights. i believe he didn't know he was protecting me by kicking me to the curb. as for little person, i just wish that he wasn't just a follower. he once told me that he himself did what others did if he felt that it made and kept him happy. what a selfish prick. well meh.

for val who always says to becareful who i trust. well i say that i can't. these people who i call friends/acquaintances are those that i met way before all this shit started happening. i know they care.....i mean, i have people after me one way or another...it's scary, but they wouldn't hurt me unless i gave them reason to. plus, you can't keep me from going to the authorities unless they killed me. and if i did want to shut up, i know you would prolly be the first one i called and you yourself would personally drive me to the police station even if i didn't want to go. i know that that's how you are...and i know that's what you would do even if i didn't want to. you do what's right for your friend, that's the person you are. you're a great friend. a very out-spoken, kind, caring type of person. but don't worry, nothing'll happen to me. plus, you and your people can always avenge my death if it does happen....which won't. keke^^:D:P yupz yupz. l8a l8a