blah. lately, i've been feeling like crap for reasons beyond my explanation. sighs sighs. i don't know why i get frustrated so easily. i don't know why the smallest things tick me off soooo badly these days. i have no idea why i have become such an unforgiving bytch. sorry for the profanity people, i have no other way of expressing myself in friendly terms.
sighs sighs.
school should be going great for me. i should be having the time of my life in school now. has it become a school epidemic that people that have started school feel like shit?!?! most of the people i know that have started school are having such difficulties adjusting to the year's schedule that they are becoming, like me, pissed off, depressed, tooo anxious, and nervous. i don't know why, but majority of my friends are like bummed out. sighs sighs. i feel sorry for all of us. i still know that there are some happy people out there, just that it's not me. sighs sighs.
i know i will do well this semester, that is, if i do not slack of during n e time of the school year. nothing should come and go, and instead stay constant or else i will keep on defining who i am and question why i'm doing the things i do. but i know nothing in this world would ever be unchanging just because i willed it. i mean, the only way to have things unchanged and untouched is if i lost contact to everyone, and so the only change would be me. but i am unwilling to make that sacrifice. as i've said, my friends are my family. and my family is my life. so yeah......
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