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i still think it's totally hillarious that my mommy thinks that i'd marry before my sister would. but i completely doubt that.

my sister is head over heals with a guy that is head over heals with her. but then again, i've never really known the guy very well. meh. but he seems like he cares for her much and i totally salute both of them. sighs. i don't know, it just seems sooo difficult to be connected to people on that level.

maybe it's cause i'm still young, but blah......i don't believe in dating. honestly, i don't. dating is like shopping and returning clothes that you have already worn. i mean, as a girl, i've seen people do this....and it's disgusting.... but yeah....i don't know.....dating is sooo much like using someone for your own benefit. i just don't know, that's how it feels to me. that's why well....i'd rather totally fall in love one day, get married, be happy for the rest of my life with the occasional super bad fight that you patch back together afterwards. but maybe it's cause i think like an old chick. meh.....i'm tooo "traditional" and my ways would probably die with me.

well see, i think my parents are doing a great job of raising me. and i don't think i'd be ashamed to say the things my parents say to me to my children. what i'm worried about is my temper, my my mom's, i'm afraid that i'll become an anal bitch about everything once something pisses me off bad. grrrr.....i can only pray that all will go well...

i pray that everyone in uni with like mid-terms have done well and will do well.

funny how things are....don't think i'll be getting rid of this account. i just can't. i've lived with this account for two years, and it will be like parting with a good friend....meh....