you are sooo nice to me. you treat me like an actual friend. is there something you want from me? is there something you want to use me for again? are you trying to use me? you leave me thinking about your motives. the way you treat my friends is soooo oddly different from the way you treat me. sighs sighs. i really did care. and i really do care....and i think i will always care some bit. blah......
imagine this....
on your wedding day. you are about to make the person you love become your spouse, for all of eternity. yes, i know that wedding vows mean sooo little to sooo many people now days, but just think of how much it would mean if you all your heart and soul was with this person and that person's with you..... now imagine, you are about to get married, and the priest asks, "does anyone object?" and then all your past "lovers" or people that have a peice of your heart come up and say, yes i object. each and everyone says that a little part of him/her belongs to them.
i don't know.......i just think tooo muchie....grrrr....
oi......think i'm back to feeling normal, not happy nor depressed, just.....typical.....and don't bother asking me to define it......i won't be able to explain.....
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