chinese....

hm....should i do what billy chui did in his grad note? nah, i don't think i need to talk about these "ghost men" snobs of bubble o-town with such respect using my chinese on them....they don't deserve it. keke^^:D:P

no one speaks canto with me n e more. args args. gotsta go to fob town and speak. blah....i think i'm being deprived of chinese contact.....=.= *goes to a corner and cries* yeah.....my deprivation of chinese people is like making me depressed, but then again, when i over do my contact with chinese people i'd be depressed too......

on the other hand...

i could always practice mando?

i mean, i understand it fine....unless you give me metaphores and traditional phrases i'm pretty much fine......i can understand speach between two people......blah....

keke^^:D:P

does n e one wanna take up the language that doesn't already know how to speak it to help keep me happy? keke^^:D:P nah nah, that's tooo muchie to ask from friends. keke^^:D:P yupz yupz...

blah....it's 20 sumthing to go to screamers....hope i can go. blah...probably won't though......wonder if cat would come.....but then that would be mean because i'd prolly end up chit chatting with either cat the whole time or chatting with val and jo......blah......but then again.....i don't know...... basically, it's close to 50 dollars for the day because you must eat.....and i'm not planning to pack both lunch and din din going down to toronto.

blah......this sux......i'm probably not ending up going to screamers, nor am i going to that party, nor am i going for halloween for hunger. args......

i really don't feel like lying to my parents about where i go now days. because, if i do end up being kidnapped or sumthing like that and i'm in the hospital they'd blame my friends. they would see that it wasn't my fault and stuff......so i'd rather tell them the truth. and if i told them the truth about the party with the 22-23 year olds, my parents would say no. if i said halloween for hunger, they would say no because halloween is a celebration of evil spirits...or at least in my view it is. if i do go out, i'll be going out as myself just collecting food as a good another good excuse to get food for the local food banks....oh my goodness!!! i'm sooo excited....i don't care if my parents don't let me go out for halloween for hunger, i'm making it so that i go! if i end up being hurt just minorly and they find out, i'll get the third degree like for the rest of my life. i lost their trust once, don't even want to tell you how, but yeah......i don't plan to loose it again. so yeah, from now on, if i am going to tell them exactly where i am and what i'm doing. but there are still ways to lie....but still, the point is that i will tell them what i am doing and where i am doing.....so yeah. i think that's a plan i can follow. so i'll haveta ask again to see if i can go.