admirable

hahaha. let's see. traits, characteristics, personality.....this is what makes a person seem all the more worth while isn't it now? hahaha.

dunno...maybe i'm a total utter romantic=.= but....none the less....i still think it's admirable.

it shows great character to know what you want and know whether or not you can handle a sitation. in a way, i don't know what i have to be so upset about....everything seems to be back to the way it used to be. hahaha. it's all good. hahaha. i'm satisfied....are you? is everyone happy now?!?! i'm happy. hahaha.....am i still in denial? i hope notXSXSXS

but yeah...as i was saying....knowing one self is the foundation of wise decisions. hahaha. it's not always about what you want. it's not always about what you feel. it's not about what everyone else says you should do. it's all about whether or not you know yourself to make the right decision. hahaha. well....it's that and well obviously what GOD's will is. hahaha.

so....i'm satisfied....dun think i'm upset n e more. hahaha. but, i'm in black ne ways. some part of me has died...and i'm in mourning. but....like a pheonix they die and become ashes, but a new one will rise up and take it's place from the ashes. i am refreshed, reborn, burdenless right now. hahaha.

some part of me is like the weather right now.....but...hahaha....it's because the grass needs water. hahahahXPXPXP